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Daemon watched Shainaz with startling blue eyes. She watched her eyes flit around, never holding contact for much longer than 10 seconds. Her thoughts swirled. Her mind ached but still she heard. Her icy blond hair blew in the wind gently as she Lent over and bowed her head fighting waves of depression, nausea and tears. She heard Kitty say her name softly and turned her head towards her momentarily, a solitary tear ran down her face and she half hoped Kitty didn't see but wished maybe someone would notice her. Kitty gave her a questioning look and asked whether she was ok, Daemon just looked away. Shainaz and Newra looked at her with the same questioning mannor but Daemon couldn't stand it any longer. They didn't care about her, not really. As she tried to get up, she stumbled and her sleeve rid up showing several red jagged lines. Deep jagged lines. She heard Shainaz gasp but before anyone could stop her she quickly ran away, tears streaming down her cheeks. 1

Her quick-paced footstep sounded in her head but were soon paired with another. She heard Shainaz's voice behind her, usually soft, it sliced into her heart. She didn't know where she was going but if she kept running then everything mite just just stop. Shainaz caught up with her, and grabbed her bag, slowly stopping her from running. Tears still ran in a torrent, the waves never subsiding, never letting go. 2

She crumpled to the ground in a sobbing mess. She open her eyes through salty tears but she could only see one thing through the tears. Shainaz. Shainaz's face was ashen, her green eyes wide with worry. She put her arms around Daemon, letting her cry into her shoulder. Shainaz gently took Daemons mutilated arm and looked at the razor-blade marks on her arm. Her eyes filled with tears, but she fought them, she had to be strong, somebody had to be at least.3

Still Daemon was sobbing, it made Shainaz's heart-ache painfully. Daemon wiped her eyes and looked up at Shainaz for a moment. quietly she whispered her voice slightly high pitched, 'Go I've hurt you too much' and turned her face away, fighting tears. She had to regain control. She scanned the area, she had no idea where she was but she could see a bridge. All she knew was that she had to end it, end her pain and everyone else's. She wriggled away from Shainaz who was also distraught, and walked quickly towards the bridge. 4

She got to the side and climbed up onto the ledge. She swayed in the breeze, her hair blowing idly. memories swam before her, mixing and confusing so she didn't know what was real and what wasn't. She heard Shainaz behind her, she wobbled a little but shainaz steadied her without saying a word. Daemon turned around to face her, again her face was wet with tears. Shainaz's face had gone even more pale since she realise what Daemon was about to do. Shainaz's voice was small, 5

'Open your eyes to the love around you, You might feel you're alone, But I'm still here with you, You can do what you dream' She whispered very poetically. 'I'm sorry, you can't persuade me now it's too late, I love you' Daemon said through heart wrenching sobs, This wont be my last goodbye, I promise'. 'Daemon...NO!' breathed Shainaz. Daemon stumbled off the ledge, Shainaz's face was greif stricken. The cool air pierced Daemon's lungs and she let out an involuntary Scream. She hit the icy water painfully, it was like a brick wall. Pain seeped from every corner of her body and numbed her heart. When everything had faded away the last image she saw was the one of Shainaz's face. Soon after all went blank.6

Daemon awoke with a start, the pained scream still ringing in her ears. She looked over at shainaz who was sleeping peacefully beside her. So she wasn't dead she thought. A chill went down her spine and she gasped. The dream had been so vivid, so real. She thought it had really happened. She turned over slowly so as not to wake Shainaz up and cuddled into her. She stirred silently for a brief moment. Daemon tried to rid her mind of the dream and get back to sleep but she was gripped by pain and fear. It was going to be a long night.