Tommy & The Shadowman

Tommy sat in his bathroom, late at night, in the dark, and sobbed.  He wept for his life and very existence.  Sure, people called him "emo" and it was true that he was very emotional, but that didn't mean he should be left unloved by others.  Tommy had only one other friend, Maggie.  Maggie was a lesbian and it was no secret to the high school they attended.  Not that Tommy had to worry about falling in love with Maggie and cause some bad tension between them because Tommy was gay.  This also was not a secret to the school.  People joked about Tommy and Maggie and how they should go straight for each other.  Tommy heard it all the time while walking through the halls, in the lunchroom, after school while packing his bag.  Maggie heard it too.1

On top of this, Tommy was boyfriendless.  He could never find a guy to love.  At times, such as right now, Tommy felt as though he would never find some one he could love and love him back.2

And so, because of these things, as well as jokes and pressures of school, Tommy wept and wished for total peace of mind.  He cried as silently as he could so as not to wake his parents.  It was hard enough having to live with them without them worrying about why he was so up set.  But it seemed that the harder he tried to stop, the harder it became to actually stop.3

At some point around three in the morning, after Tommy's eyes had adjusted to the dark, Tommy happened to notice an odd shadow.  It seemed to look like a man.  But one could never really say for sure what a shadow looked like, of course.  What might look like a man to Tommy might look like a dog to another person.  Yet, the shadow continued to look like a man.4

A few minutes after Tommy noticed this shadow, he saw it move.  At first he wanted to think that it was a trick of the light, yet that couldn't be right because there was no light around to do such a thing.  There was no window in the bathroom, so the shadow had to have moved all on its own.  This, needless to see, startled Tommy very badly and he wanted to leave, but was afraid to.5

Another minute went by and this time, the shadow moved again.  By now, Tommy was certain that it was a man.  It was a shadowman.  But this time, Tommy wasn't afraid.  Actually, a strange calm came over him.  It was as though the shadowman was relaxing him and helping him to stop crying.6

"I must be dreaming," thought Tommy.  But the shadowman continued to move and was now, in fact, gliding towards Tommy.  Tommy backed up a bit by sliding into his bathtub.7

Oddly enough, Tommy was suddenly becoming horny.  He didn't know why he was getting an erection, he thought that he should be afraid of this encounter, but he really wasn't.  The shadowman had reached Tommy and was kneeling next to the tub.  It reached out and gently pulled Tommy's underwear down and bent over Tommy's erection.  It reached out a hand and began to stroke Tommy's penis.  It was the weirdest sensation Tommy had ever experienced, but at the same time, it was the most pleasurable experience Tommy had ever encountered also.  It felt as though a warm breeze was circling around his penis and then began to lift upwards, then sink down.  Lift, sink, lift, sink, it was a beautiful sensation.8

Tommy wanted to moan in pleasure, but didn't quite dare for fear his parents would wake up.  Then, the shadowman bent it's head down towards Tommy's penis and began to blow.  Tommy's head began to shake back and forth slowly.  The shadowman then stuck Tommy's penis in its mouth and began to suck.  It was as though a vacuum cleaner was sucking at Tommy's penis, yet not quite.  There was still the feel of a tongue slipping around hid shaft.  This situation continued on for a few minutes before Tommy could feel himself climaxing.  He held it back for a bit before letting it go in the shadowman's mouth.  Tommy sighed with happiness.9

After licking Tommy's penis clean, the shadowman moved over to Tommy's head and whispered in his ear, "Things will get better."  The words were spoken like the wind, blowing through the leaves.  And just like that, the shadowman was gone.  Tommy sat up, pulled his underwear back on and went to lie down in his room.10

As he lay there, he realized that it was probably a dream, and that he had probably actually jerked himself off and his come was all over the tub.  So, Tommy got up, went to the bathroom to clean up, but there was nothing to clean up.  Yet, he knew that he had orgasmed, so where was his come then?  No where to be found.  He began to wonder if maybe it really happened after all.  As he put his head on his pillow, he really believed that it had been real.11

Lying in bed, Tommy wondered if the shadowman had told the truth.  If maybe things really would get better.  The shadowman had sounded so sure that what it said would come true.  Tommy decided that what had happened was real, and that the shadowman was correct to have said that things would get better.12