Chapter 4 - FIVE YEARS LATER ...

Chapter 4 - FIVE YEARS LATER ...1

Have I changed? Yes. Do I still ask questions? Yes. Then how did I change? Simple, the questions changed. I always thought that if you dedicate your life to answering a question, and only one, you increase the chance of success, but you do not guarantee success, and in the unfortunate case that you don't succeed, you will find yourself searching for time, cause you wasted too much of it on nothing. That is the main reason why I ask several questions, try to get the answers to some, and get as close as possible to the truth to others. In this way, I'm always on the move, always learning something new, I'm never static.2

Now looking from the perspective of my 21 years, I realise that I'm legally old enough to drink anywhere in the world, but still I'm not ready yet to become a drunk, even if it seems that I have no way to keep the alcohol out of my life for much too long. When people start drinking, do you think that they are aware of the fact that is very probable they will become alcoholics? I mean, they know but why do they think they can stop it? alcohol doesn't kill the pain it simply postpones it, it only makes you forget, but alcohol does kill something, you...3

So, we know what's inside Pandora's Box, why do we open it? This is one question that needs an answer, and that is one virus that needs an antidote. I don't have the answer, and I don't have the antidote, but what I do is "I keep saying how dirty it is around here", and I hope that "somebody's gonna clean it up". I mean going around and saying 4

that's not our problem, is not the way to do it, because even if you don't drink, you still have someone very dear to you that does, and unless you do something about it you will lose him, or her.5

Tupac once said, and I quote "if you don't find something to live for, find something to die for", and I think his right, this is something worthy of dieing for...6

Don't save the world, but save your precious two...7