Its ok like this, right? This was the way it should be?1
I mean loving you was single most important thing to me.2
My life? I didn’t care what happened to it, as long as you’re were the cause of it.3
We were just too late, sorry for my sweet mistakes4
I’m still confused, what did you see in me? 5
We were from two different worlds, yet you took control of me6
Please whisper all those secrets and confessions again in my ear.7
Wait…don’t go, I still want to feel your touch, please don’t disappear 8
A simple girl like me could actually meet someone like you, like star crossed lovers.9
You made me smile honestly gave me a reason to continue living10
Yet it feels like your not with me anymore…11
Everything reminds me and makes me think of you…when I close my eyes I see you12
Have I lost my mind? Look at me. Not at my face. Look in my eyes, and tell me. Have I?13
House of darkness dwells in the corners, ready to sneak upon me14
Even when your actually gone I get frightened and feeling like screaming
Where are you? Did you leave me? Was it all just a lie? I still want you…no matter what cost….15
Feeling deserted devastated me completely, I cant live without you. There’s no point to wander on this planet if you vanished…16
Can I still shed a single tear? If its just for you? I didn’t mind you devouring my living soul, I was ready…17
It only took one smile to hide millions of these tears…and it took one action to make my mind shatter18
Our bond was a thin blood and tear soaked thread, ready to snap any second. Our promises to each other couldn’t be fulfilled, as they steadily balanced on our thread, our broken thread19
Now I gaze at the moon and cry in the solitude darkness, praying that our love will shine through20
So tonight I blow out the crimson candles, and if I’m falling…falling apart…it’s because of you 21
I can still smile through my tears, even the thought of the sound of your voice leaves me breathless22
You were my fallen angel, my sinful love, and I thought you loved me nether less23
But you cant obtain everything you desire, no matter how much you plead
I will seal away my heart now , because there is already a name engraved in my heart forever…your’s24
We are both are eternally damned, but I don’t regret it a single bit...25
The candles have been blown out, scented smoke rose to the air. The moonlight streamed though the skylights, filling with a soft pale glow.26
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I slowly took a daffodil and carefully plucked each petal one by one, murmuring “he still loves me...he doesn’t love me…” over and over till the last petal stood. 28
I have paid my sins, and tonight I will able to sleep calmly. Thinking about my darkened past… and the moments too precious like illusions.29
I will repeat the same vows over again…“I love you my sweet, I love you my dear, I love you till the end draws near…” and send a kiss into the vast mysterious night, awaiting for your arrival once again…30
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