Night's Like These

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x..It is that hot feeling all over again, and it is drying her tears. Every beautiful girl in town has the same pain. Faded memories plastered over destroyed smiles and heartless giggles. And lust swirls from the mouths of these mirror eyed and perfect haired princesses. Wishes for dreams to become reality never fail, because I remember all of the pain you went through in creating them.2

There is an angel in the room, and I have never seen anything so beautiful. Black tear stains caress her rosy cheeks with the torrid look of pain and sorrow stamped in her eyes. She is heartbroken from the night before. Cannot believe she let the vodka-lemonades get to her like that. Her stolen virginity's in a pretty forgive me not package and it is all she has to cling to tonight. 3

Dreams fade of fairy tale endings, queens, and kisses in the ebony of the night and she's lost in the maze of shattered souls. As her porcelain screams reveal the mask of crushed happiness that once consumed her lovely eyes. But, you can't change the past now. 4

She is remembering everything now. How she walked into that party on Eighth Avenue like she owned it. Such a pretty vibrant pink dress cut up to her knees flowing as she twirled on the dance floor. Black eye liner to give her eye's that seductive look that all the pretty teens are wearing now days. With those knee high black boots and a hooker smile that could turn any guys face. She never thought it would get out of hand, thought she had it under control as she lit up another light so gracefully and blew the smoke in his face knowing it made him want her even more. 5

She took him upstairs because it was becoming clustered with every other beautiful girl in town and she wanted to talk to him without having to shout over everyone else's screams and the blaring of the music. The room was exquisite. The walls a dark crimson and ivory striped, with a window left half way open and the curtains blowing in the breeze. It sort of gave her that romantic feeling she had always wished for. She started to drink more of her vodka mix and tried to ask him a couple simple questions, but when she turned to look him in the eyes she fell for lust for the first time. 6

His smooth lips ran across her neck and slowly up to her mouth where she was waiting to feel his tongue on hers. He whispered in her ear the sweet things she had always wanted to hear and she lost herself in his deep voice. She laid back and her eyes closed as he gently placed his lips where she new did not belong, but she didn't care right now. It just felt 'right.' 7

Afterwords he stayed with her a couple more minutes. And, by that time the party was over and everyone had almost gone home except for those few pasted out guys and the sluts laying ontop of their moistened body. He left her with a single kiss on the lips and told her he would call later, but that never happens and she knew that. So, she took it for what it was worth and tried walking out of that house trying to grasp the little pride she had left. 8

x..She is starting to cry those velvet tears again after her flashback of such a perfect mistake. Her dreams have been torn and the pains becoming to much to handle. Losing herself as she wishes upon that fading star to change the past, and she lights up another pretty little cigarette and blows the smoke into the violet sky. Remembering it was nights like these, laced with emotional breakdowns, that never have been her favorite. 9