Dark Mother

Sadness have been my company for so long and misery never stop kissing my lips or tears ...I have no peace in my soul I have no peace in my heart..and no one can help me.Is late at night. I can't sleep and I haven't sleep in a while ...Months have passed since the last time I rest without nightmares or shadows in the dark. My eyes have torn red...My body is heavy and sick ..I have got use to all this abominations..1

But, now I'm scare or should I said terrified...?2

There's is a shadow in the Dark ... no one can see it. Only I can .When everything is Dark I see her. The beauty in her unnatural shape. I can't see her face. She have covered with a dark veil... I only see her lips...moving it in a delicate way...3

Calling my name...saying to me...:4

" Fear me not...you won't feel pain "5

I'm hypnotized by her velvet ivory hands open like a Dark Mother yearning for the lost child...Willing to let her embrace me , feeling the coldness in her body I couldn't cry. I have no tears left to shed.6

I couldn't allow her touch...I can't ,Instinct is telling me to turn around and turn on the lights but, I can't. Is no use.... 7

I'm froze by her presence. Every night she is waiting patiently ....8

Why ?9

And I haven't realized . She's getting closer and closer...as my fear is blind or deceiving the remains of sanity inside.10

Beautiful Darkness is haunting my sleep. She's next to my bed opening her arms in a deadly and lovely way.11

She embrace me now...12

Her arms are wintry and soft. She's whispering something at my ear ...:13

" Fear me not... your soul is now in my hands.."14

At the same time I can hear the most gorgeous melody never play in a violin.. 15

m'I falling sleep..? 16

Almost unconscious I hardly open my eyes. I found myself in the middle  of a road, alone in some place I've never seen..There's something stronger than me. 17

As I walk the enchanting melody trap my mind. 18

I can't stop....19

Coldness embrace me. The coldness breeze in the Forest, involving my thoughts as the Brightness of the moon bewail  my heart..20

A blanket of white snow cast the night , even with the ivory cold in the forest , there's no difference in the shadows because everything is Darkness.21

A mysterious  Lady  is staring at the Moon . My eyes are lost in a brilliance fire....pounding inside..Her body  is covert with black tide leathers ...showing the shape of her body...Her eyes Glooming is all I can see, A Silver Egyptian mask with thorn's shape hide her face. I found myself next to her, so delight in her smell of roses..She turn around looking at me as the Pain Inside Flow with the Moon.....22

Winds of Doom whisper at the night as a single tear fell like a Promise of Peace in Death...23