Life's Precious Memories

Well all these events have happened to me and I don't give a fuck if you believe me or not, but it is TRUE!!!1

About 3 years ago I was gang raped by three niggers when I was walking home from school, I did get pregnant and had an abortion when I first found out like 2 months afterward. I had an anti-abortion group pay for the bill because I never told a soul until about 1 month ago. I was scared to death and afraid to raise a child on my own and I was too young. I never told anyone because of the shame I had in my head.2

6 years ago I was put in jail and a mental institution for trying to murder my mom because she had pissed me off from taking a 6 inch wide chain and beating me with it., then she had me put through surgery to get rid of the scars and told the doctors that I was in a car accident. I was in the Daviess County Jail for about 2 months because they didn't have a juvi in Owensboro until about 6 months after. I was then put in the Owensboro Mental Institute for about 2 years.3

Everyday in my life I was abused by my brother he has hit me in the face, he has tried to rape me, and he has held me up by my neck against the wall where my feet were not touching the floor. So I went to the kitchen to get a butcher knife to kill him, but I couldn't because he ran to kiss room and locked it... I waited for about 20 minutes and then went to my room to go to sleep and then went for him the next morning and by the time I was up he had all his stuff packed and he was gone. I was laughing the entire time because he was scared of me and now he is in Owensboro with his wife. He was living with me for about a year before he actually moved out again. 4

I was in jail for the second time for a fundraiser for the Daviess County Jail and I was in there for 3 months and I was in the jumpsuit and shackles and cuffs and everything. My mom had to pay $50 per week for me to be in there and an extra $30 dollars for the display shackles to be put on me which were regular shackles with spikes pointing inside towards my ankles and I had scars around my ankles all around.5

I have been hit by a car before and my mom video taped it and she watches every once in a while and points at it while she laughs. Yeah so now you know she wants me dead.6

I have been killed and revived twice. One time is when I was one 120 hits of acid and died in the ambulance for about 10 minutes before they revived me. The second time is when I was hit in the head with a shovel by my mother and damaged scar tissue and I was dead for hours before I was brought back to life and sometimes I wish they would have left me dead.7

All of these events are completely true. There are some that I have left out, but then again there are too many to tell about. Life sucks and I hope that I will eventually get through it all.8

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I hate life...

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  • Somebodys Hero
    July 27, 2005
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    this was very emotional i cant relate but i could imagine the pain very detailive
    Sissy


  • dead soul
    July 27, 2005
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    ok manna now im mad at you cuz of you and bobby.you guys need to work things out and you dont need to get so upset bout stupid things he does.if you really do "love"him then work it out.a relationship will not work if you dont talk each other bout things...well i g2g ttyl
    ~the unknown~

  • DeadlyAntidote
    July 27, 2005
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    I believe alot of it because i know you, but if you are dead for more than 5 min they call it and quit trying to revive you. also if your parents want you dead you would have never been taken to the hospital. also on the death thing I know for a fact that it is true because I have died 8 times and on the last one i was down for 4 min and 47 sec. and they tried to give up on me then i came back. so you are exsaggerating a bit.
    later chick.
    Slenker

  • X-ForsakenAngel-X
    July 26, 2005
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    DAMN!!!!!And i thought my life was bad.Im sorry but you probally arent the one for pity.