Towards the death of the KKK and Neo-Nazi's

Joseph had become tired of everything that he saw around him. He was only 21, and it was 1995. He had been through 3 apartments in the last year, and 10 jobs. He enjoyed his current job, working at a porn shop. He was able to explore himself a bit better. Find out what he liked, and didn't like. Though everything made him more, amd more disgusted. He could barely even look in the mirroe, each day- with a look of anger. He needed something, he wanted his old passion that he had lost since high school. 1

joseph was a trouble maker in school. He would do anything just for the fun of it just to get in trouble. When ever he takes the moment to look back, at that period in life. He just laughs, and realizes it was all a fun game. That layed between him and the principal. He was clear in his aging eyes, that he saw he held a crush for her. It was the way she smelled, the way she looked, the way she dressed. He just loved to be around her. It was the affection of his trifling desire that led him to getting himself in trouble, so that he could find himself-face to face with her. he would even bring her flowers and chocolates at times. Though she always found it to be disrespectful- though he enjoyed when she bite into it. He was(at the time) a 13-17 year boy- in love with an 50 year woman. It broke his tired heart when ever he had to leave. He never wanted to leave the school- he just wanted to remain with her. Which has always been the cycle of his life when it pertained to women. 2

Cecila broke josephs heart until he layed atop the couch broken and cold- huffing VCR cleaner till he couldn't breathe. He began to use and abuse everyone. His emotional well had began to dry up. He wanted nothing more to do with the world that layed at his feet. He wanted death,addiction,needles-and all that haze that comes along with junk. Though he pervie to it's beauty. It had started to become a replacement for his feelings and yearnings for women. He attempted to be attracted to men. Though fell so short of that. He just couldn't cope or fanticize about someone who held the same equipment as him. There was just something about a woman to Joseph, which he always mused off of in his blossoming poetry of that deranged era:3

She sees me not as anything to he4

i only asked and demanded to be5

her man, never attempting to be6

her lord,king or savior-7

i'll save that for god.8

if he exists in this shallowness9

of life, and decry of dedregration10

of lies that we spill towards11

one another....i asked for her 12

hand.13

i didn't want to lose another one-14

as i lost deidra to Bush's awful war-15

though now i lay at war with myselfs!16

barely am i even 20- i was only a 17

teenager yesterday- which led me18

to my corruption of today-19

i lay only empowered by my silence20

in the evocation/caution dead 21

on arrival-22

abandon by the coldness of birth23

relative to my own being and strangness.24

i can yell with the best of them-25

i am cold in my spirit, how i long26

to fit in- though will always deny it!27

a stranger to myself, and all the everyones28

i will and will never be....29

all i asked her was for her hand,30

my heart would be a gift to her-31

though she threw me away into the living32

with the piling garabage, and the boy friend33

she layed with before she deflowered/raped34

my fragile soul/heart/bodie/mind-35

i will always be lost in her36

today and forever, waiting for a death37

to come knock at my door!38

not even 21 and i lost my sex, my love39

my heart, my life, my all, my soul-40

i am non being- never more-41

owe-owe-owe!(copy right 1994)42

Though as he looked around. He knew something needed to be done. He strove to awake from the weakness of his disabled past. He watched the fire grow, and grow till he just had to burts out from the flames that ranged within. His heart was brighter then the sun in his headiness of moments. He fell into his line, never waiting-or giving in.43

He had been away from college for awhile. He just worked, and read books-listen to music-read/wrote poetry and stories. Though he yearned for more. 44

He was enlighten by his times with Anna. they had known eachother since she was in the 9th grade. They had primarily the same circle of friends. They had the exact taste in music. the only real difference was her love for morrissey/the smiths- and his love for rozz willams/the cure. Which can be very different if you walk in thier circle. Though it was thiers, and thiers alone. She got a bag of saddle rings, and passed them out. She always wore a smile on her face. She was always changing her style, and look. She was never the smae, even when all her friends remain the same all around her- when they pretended to be the schools out casts- she was an out casts amongst outcast. Joseph had fallen in love with her from the start. Though joseph always found, love so easily- it was like a Luther Vandross song. Though he never knew how to hang unto it.45

Joseph adored, and rallied in political activism. Which was very sparse and docile in the early and mid 90's. At least to Joseph's liking.He always craved more. 46

For sometime Anna and him gathered some people together, and protested agaisnt The circus and The rodeo whenever they came to town. Though Joseph was a big country fan. though not of the crap, and swill that came out in the early 90's- he perferred Hank willimas Sr and such. Though he destested how they treated the animals. 47

"Why don't you freaks go some where else." screams a person entiring gund arena. They would always sit out and hold up protest signs as people were walking into the building. "Cut yer hair hippie."48

"You can put a saddle on me, and I'll be yer horse." screamed Joseph49

inbetween laughing and starring at Anna. It was his pure joy. Anna had become the life to his party. When he wasn't around her he was deluding himself inhaze and junk. 50

" would you put a saddle on yer child!" screamed anna. " Animals rights is family rights!"51

"Hey, hey! Ho, HO! Animal cruelty has got to go!" the entire group would scream. At times police officers would stroll on by, though they just keep walking. The group knew to stary on thier part of the side walk- they wanted no violence.52

Though as all these memories were great to joseph he knew he needed more. he bagn to infiltrate Klan and nazi meetings. that were held locally in the cleveland area. he was never agaisnt thier right to form as groups, or had anything agaisnt thier freedom of speech. he would fight tooth and nail for anyone to enjoy thier freedom of speech-as much as he did. When he was in highschool, he befriended a neo-nazi. Even though matt stood for everything that joseph was agaisnt, he still couldn't help but try to get to know him. They would wax around in thier seperate philosphies. They both knew it was ok for them to disgaree. though after high school, joseph just got more and more fed up with everything he saw. He had come to feel that he needed to something in this war agaisnt ignorance of the Klan and Nazi's. He saw it was time to fight fire with fire. 53

He knew of a Klan rally coming to Coloumbus. What better place to do something then in Coloumbus- it was the capital of the buckeye state. He knew something could happpen there. He began to put together a group of a hundred or so people. They were going to go to Coloumbus and do something that would be remembered for the rest of thier lives. He went to lengths just to make the group all white. He had plans for this. 54

About two months earlier-Joseph and some friends, went to some hideout where some Nazi's were. They gather up some kitchen utensils(thinking that would help and shielded them from the nazi's) gotten out of thier cars. Though as they were walking up towards the site, they were spotted. The Nazi's ran out, a few shot thier guns into the air. There was nothing left to do but to retreat back to thier cars, and out of this part of town. Though while most were running, one of josephs friends fell and twisted his anke. the anzi's like the scum filled mucus for brians that they are, just piled on jackson- and beat him inchs near his death. they left the sight laughing. Joseph knew he needed to get his revenge on all white supermarcists. He knew columbus could be the catalyst for this and other things.55

He networked his group together by word of mouth. He only wanted it to be white people. Though obviously others could attend. Though he had something brutal planned for his revenge agaisnt these neo hitler scum. joseph was a front worse then all the fronts that Hitler placed himself in world war 2- only to his oen demise. Joseph was ready to explode, he explained to each persosn what the risks were- though the gain would even be more- ever beyond the cause that they all struggled in. 56

" This is bigger then all of us. We know the scum and shit we are facing. They have no souls. they may have a family- but they rape thier family by thier blind filled hate! this just isn't for us but for the children who are not here yet- this is for all the people of color they brutalize and hurt- this is for malcom x-martin luther king-huey p. newton- saints as they always were and are. Though in malcom x's own words"BY ANY MEANS NESSARCY! These people lay not only as a danger to us- ALL OF US-black-white-hispanic-jew-japense-chinses-german-southern everything and everyone-but to freedom itself. This isn't just a battle we are going to do- but it is a battle we must do. This has nothing to do with god. For god would not want us to fight, but sometimes we must. And this is one of those times. This is so awesome- this is beyond hate. We have sunk to thier level- but it is ok- it is ok! We will win this battle- but a bigger war needs to be fought- one that takes it all beyond guns and anyone dieing- we must educate- we must love- we must take chances and create a warmer genuine of heart and soul in this world- where KING's dream becomes a reality- and X's nightamre is no longer true- well people will be people without that complication we draw to the skin..out of ignorance, shame and pride. I know yer scared, i am scared to. Though as we approach them after thier rally, we will defeat them to an end.And tommorow the news will say "Sen. henry dead- senator lucas shoat dead- this cop that cop- some lawyer- some preacher dead-" though they won't say it was because they were apart of the KKK and/or Nazi's- NO! The revolution may be televised, though it will be censored- so the bussiness who seel thier products won't be offended- and some family watching tv together, won't actually hear some real truth. The news lies- there are so quick to jump on some black on black crime- or someone who is of a darker shade killing someone who is white- though they never talk about our dirty laundry. If they did most of us would hang our heads in shame- i mean no one is perfect- though we have destroyed an entire culture- known as the native americans- what do we give them....alcholism and casino's. I AM JUST PLAIN OUT SICK OF IT! With all our advanced abilities- all we do is destroy! They think they are so better then anyone who isn't white." says joseph as he pulls out a loaded shot gun."Wait till they get a load of me. I am the KKK and Nazi's worst nightmare come true. No time better the now. We have the ammunition, we have the heart- we have the gasoline- and we have our fits. i know at this moment i am blinded in my anger- though something needs and will be done." 57

Everyone took off their cars and headed towards coloumbus. Joseph headed back towards downtown. He would catch up with everyone at the rally. He needed to go see anna. Anna was his only truth and salvation at the moment. They weren't really dating. They were just good friends. Though she was always there when he needed a voice,and she was it. 58

he met up with the communisist who were gonna take him up to kent to visit Anna. He always used the communists for a ride to kent. He never really sold a paer. Thats's all they would do in Kent. Was sttempt to sell the communist paper to the students. Though the students really didn't care much, which was the lark of what was being called generation x. A generation that held no passion or feeling to anything, not even themselfs. though joseph always believed that it was a sleeping giant, that will awake as they all get older. 59

He had his time with anna. She hugged him, as he left out the door. She knew he was held to his convictions. Which was his stregth in charchter and soul. He caught up with the commujnists. They headed up to coloumbus. They got there. It was a mad house. There seemed a jail cell around the rally. It was broken off into two sides. Which only made those divided even more rabid. Where it used to be open- so someone who was anti-klan could rush the stage and throw fists into the speaking dragon's face. It was now all barricaded by wire- in the guise of freedom of speech. 60

"There lays them niggers, who hunt after our white women. They all rape and wants sex with them- though they is all faggots in heat and are the devils children!" screams the klansmen.61

"Why don't you take off your hood, and show us who you really are?" screams someone.62

"Ya- i'll show you some real violence you scum wuds-" starts joseph63

" your a betrayal to yer race!" screams someon in a hood. "faggot!"64

" I don't belong to any race-except for the human race- and you fall short of that you moron." laughs joseph. "you want voilence- i'll give you some real violence." he screams, as he spits at those inhoods. He kicks the fence. Take up anything liquid and throws it at them and flings it at the guy at the stage. Others join on in. The cage itself begins to fray at the edges. Though before any fun can insue they cops inteferre and alm both sides. It was most likely for the best. Joseph was ready and willing to explode. though he was saving everything he had for later in the eveing. he got an assormrnt of guns, flame throwers, bullet proof vests, helmets, balloons filled with gasoline- a few gernrades- everything was ready for the Klan and Nazis left the evenings festivities. Joseph withdrew-into himself. He gathered everyone up and headed off to where the Klan and that ilk would have to come out. After they left, a fight broke out between a Klan gang member and someone who was agaisnt the Klan. the fence broke- and it turned to mayhem. The klan that stood on the stage- fled the seen like pigeons to bread. It got way to hot for them at that moment. they run back stage, over to thier cars. Some people ran from the audience and punched a few Klans man attempting to take the hood off. Though they got away unseen, and unphotographed. 65

Joseph got all the people to stand together in a straight line- to barricade the Klan in. They had thier weapons stashed near by. For when the fire workd would begin. It was gonna be a svage battle. Though as the Klan came out the cops flooded over- in full riot gear. It was sore to broken eyes. Most knew that it would be a battle fought nigh. Some began to leave. Though joseph lais his words as his guns.66

" You protect these savages- these brutes- let us have our freedom of speech-" screams Joseph. The cops just sit thier motionless, with thier eyes up. It horrific, and sad. he walk up to a black cop "How can you protect these idiots?" The cop stands motionless, as though dead. Then joseph walks up to a female cop "How can you defend these asses?" she also stands motionless and eyes up. MOst of the line had broke off, everyone walked towards thier cars. A klansmen had his window partially down as they passed joseph, he spit a giant lougy into the passing car "THIS ISN"T OVER YET!" he walk over to the grass, he picks up a rock and throws it at the rear of the car. It breaks the window. Though by the time anyone could see who it was Joseph had run into the night filled sky- protected once agin in his passion. He dreams of a day that they will meet face to face, fist to fist. he is not done with KKKK or nazi's, by a long shot.67