A Midnights Winter Dream.

It was a cold, cold day in the afternoon and all was silent. The soft sparking snow did not even crunch when her graceful body had stood upon it. As she walked down the abandon street she thought to herself, “What could ruin this perfect day?” She soon reached the enormous hill to her house, where her house had been the only house on the street where anyone had lived in awhile. Some believe it to be, as a haunted neighbourhood and others believe as the neighbourhood to be just plain creepy and others just seem to hate the neighbourhood for its unusual scenery1

Approaching the hill lost deep in her thoughts her current boyfriend had pulled up beside her and asked her if she would care for a ride home. Naturally without a care in her mind she accepted. Little did he know she had a surprise of her own to share with him as well as he did her. In no time they reached the top of the enormous hill, where she had lived for years. They both piled out of the car and were surprised to see such interesting looks upon one another’s face. Without questioning one another they entered the house. As usual her parents were never home, they always had work to attend and she was left alone all the time. This did not stop her from having a normal life, or so it seemed to be normal. 2

Minutes passed of conversation between the two, yet neither cared to share what was on their minds really. After the minutes of words flying back and forth like a boomer-rang things got hot and heavy. So, they wandered their ways up the long winding stairway exchanging passionate kisses of love. Finally of time wasted tripping over one another they make it to the bedroom of her parent’s room. The room was absolutely huge, it just happened to so be the master bedroom with a built in bathroom and walk-in closet. Prying their close off to get into action with one another, the thought crosses her mind as he begins to work the magic. She lies there and thinks it over pondering, would now be the best time to tell him. He begins to thrust with more force then ever, nothing she has ever experienced before. As she reaches the climax of her orgasm she decides not tell him just yet.3

After the hour passes she gets dressed as well he does too. They begin to cuddle each other. Eventually his surprise crosses his mind. He bites his lip in discomfort hoping she does not catch a glimpse of his un-surliness. Finally he burst out with guilt and spilling the truth but only after she does first. First she quietly looks at him and says, “ Baby, I know we are young… but I know I am ready for this.” Tears welt up in her eyes of joy, but he sees tears of unhappiness. He begins to cradle her in his arms. She pushes away and bluntly tells him, “ I AM PREGNANT WITH YOUR CHILD!”  Shocked in disbelief he begins to deny that fact of it, although he does know deep inside that it is his child. With panic he begins to mutter and his secret spills out unwillingly. Hearing this that he has cheated on her and risked her love for another she rages out with fury. After the hurt has cut her heart like a dull knife, they begin to squabble with all there problems. He rudely bursts out saying that she should have an abortion. This just releases more anger within her and once again in a very blunt was she replies “NO!” This does nothing but start a new fight, a fight that neither her nor her very loved boy friend was ready for.4

She runs into the bathroom slamming the door closed. He soon runs after her wanting to say he was sorry. She does not reply to him as he stands outside the door begging for her forgiveness. She tells him to leave and never to come back. She tells him that it is over and she can do this all on her own. He slides down the other side of the door with tears in his eye crying out, “Baby I love you!” She replies, “Yeah I have heard that line so many times from you. I don’t need you and neither does your child in question. I am independent and I WILL do this on my own!” In much anger he walks out of the house being sure to slam the door behind him knowing it provokes more anger within her. He walks over to his car and sits on the seat crying in hysterically. He finally realizes reality. Just then it dawned on him, he was going to be a daddy, a daddy of a baby that he just got right pushed away from. He sits in the silent cold winters night and ponders to himself asking why he had to lose it on her it wasn’t her fault. He had felt like a jerk, it was all his doing. If only he hadn’t cheated on her and tell her to leave this child behind.5

Slowly opening the bathroom door she walks out to see where he went. She sees him through a window sitting down in his car so she runs as fast as she can down to the door and locks it. He hears the loud click of the door locking and runs over to the door. As he pounds furiously she casually walks over to the stairs and begins to climb the stairs, again. She reaches the top and takes a breath, sitting down on the top on the stairs she wonders to herself how she is going to raise a child at the age of 16 on her own. Despite how much she wanted this child she just couldn’t bring herself to think of the future and what it had in store for her. She walks over o get room and slowly opens the door. She walks over to her bedside and kneels down on her knees. First she prays to god to make this all be a dream, then she slowly slides her hand under her bed. She pulls out a small box that she hasn’t even seen in years. Dusting off the top of the box a small tear slowly falls down upon her cheek. She knows she is handling this situation all-wrong but it is as if a demon has taken over he body. She lifts the lid off of the box and picks up the small baggy laying beside her journal. In the baggy she had 2 grams of marijuana and 3 razor blades that had comforted her so many times before. Alone and scared she remembers the bottle of vodka in her closet that her and best friend. Walking over to the door she calmly opens the door to her walk-in closet. She sees the bottle of vodka with some Tylenol she grabs them both and hurries back to her bed, not even bothering to shut the door. 6

Soon she finds herself higher then a kite. She reaches for the marijuana to smoke it. Once she was all out of her vodka and marijuana she then reaches for her bottle of Tylenol. She throws the whole bottle of pills into her mouth and then washes it down with the last mouthful of vodka. Sitting on the edge on her bed she becomes over whelmed with her depression. She reaches to her razors. One after one she picks them up and cuts her pail skin exposing the bright red blood, pouring out of her veins. She lets out a quiet moan of pain and then continues to cut. She stands and watches as the blood pools around her feet. She becomes weak and her eyes begin to drift shut. Her ex-boyfriend still sitting outside thought it would be best if he called her best friend. Later after a moment of dialling to find where she is she shows up and walks in the door using her personal key. She hears nothing and begins to panic. Running here and there yelling her best friends name. But still she couldn’t find her.  She looks to the stair way and wearily begins to creep up the stairs and pushes open the door of her friend. She screams in fright as she sees her friend lying dead on the floor. She screams for  her best friends boy friend (the ex) to come. He walks in the door and soon finds himself breathless as he sees the one the loved dead on the floor.7

She calls 911 but soon becomes frustrated and starts interrogating him. He has nothing to say nothing at all. She asks him about the baby and he goes on telling her what happened. She loses it and starts freaking out. She picks up the empty vodka bottle from beside her best friends body. She lifts it up and smashes it over his head. Then rudely asks, “Have learned your fucking lesson yet?” He just stares at her. She becomes pissed off at his empty stare and rude comments he had made to her friend prior to this so she leaves the room. She proceeds down the stairs and into her friends wine seller. After she had a few drinks she begins to hear the sirens of the ambulance. She runs up the stairs just in time to hear them pronounce her dead at the scene. She reaches to the wall as she slowly falls down yelling, “Why?”  They tell her that the baby has been lost, heart broken she runs to the bathroom where she knew her friend always kept her scalpel. She opens the medicine condor grabbing the scalpel and running back in to her friend’s room where they were carrying away the body. She leans beside her and stabs the scalpel into her heart. She has no chance to say anything but He has murder her friend. 8

After hauling away the two bodies of his friends he becomes agitated. He feels this weird ticking inside his head, like something or someone wanting to relief him of his pain. He calls up the other girl he had an affair with and tells her we must meet. Hours pass and eventually they meet up in a park somewhere’s close to his now deceased ex-girlfriend. They were being to talk about what happened and suddenly she interrupts with the same information as his ex had done. He soon felt the twitching inside his head again. Before he knew it he was on the ground with her next to him, dead! It had turned out that his pocketknife he had carried around came to good use. He had preformed his own abortion. He slowly injected the knife in to her naval while laughing at the site of her dark red blood. After seeing her blood he decided he needed more to look upon. He began to cut her deep as she screamed out in agony and pain.  Pulling the intestines out trying to find the uterus he then screams out “TEACHES YOU, YOU LITTLE BITCH. FUCK UP MY LIFE FOR MYSELF AND EVERYTHING I HAD WORKED FOR!” She could not speak she had gone into shock. The whole time he was doing this he knew it was wrong but couldn’t help himself, he just had to finish what he had started. As he started he finished. A thought came across his mind, what if I get caught and got to jail, fuck that I’m not returning to that hellhole I have came too far for that shit. He quickly gathered the remains of the brutally ripped to shreds body. He had stuffed her in the trunk of his car like a cheap blanket and began to drive to the beach. An hour later he got to the beach he knew what to do. He had hurled her into the ocean and began on his journey home.9

On the drive home it hit him like a tone of bricks, he had committed 3 murders directly and indirectly. So he had a plan, the plan was to set up a trap for his parents to kill him. He reached home  goes into his dad's dresser and gets his handgun. he set up the trap in such away that the door knob was attached to the triger of the gun. He sits a chair in front of the door and begins to wait for soemone to turn the knob and unknowingly kill him. The whole time he waited for the door to open he thought to himself, Teaches them to neglect my feelings and me as a person. Maybe they will finaly notice me maybe they will finaly miss me for once. I’m sick of being left alone with no comfort. I refuse to go to jail again! He heard the car pull in, he tightened all of his muscles and a tear runs down his face. he slowly watches as his dad puts the key in the door, the door knob finaly turns he braces himself. BOOM ! The cheap pink walls were nicely splatter painted with blood. It it gone now all that is lef ts the guilt of his partens and a thousand questions of why.10