Shes Perfect

I woke up to the sound of my sister blaring "Hero" by enrique Iglesias."Jess" I screamed "Its 8am and its Saturday!" 1

"So? Its good to get up early!"2

"I hate you!!!"3

"Love you too little sister".I stormed down to the kitchen and was hit with the overwhelming smell of bacon sizzaling and the sound of my family rabble."Morning Alli"4

"Hey Ma"5

"Any plans today sweetie?"6

"Going Janes what about you?"7

"Just Mass with your Nana". My family were really religious,thats one of the reasons I never told them.They`d never accept the fact that I`m a lesbian. I guess they`ll never know about me and Jane.My perfect girlfriend,Janes parents knew and there ok with it.8

I think Janes the best thing that ever happened to me.Before her I was nothing.As corny as it might sound Janes my life.The sound of my new baby brother Jacob wailing inturpted my thoughts9

"I`m gone seeya Mam". I rushed out the door to Janes house.She was sitting there as perfect as always.Her long think red hair tied up in plaits complinmenting her lily white skin.10

"Heyy there" her voice was like music to my ears11

"Heyy.How are you?"12

"I`m good you?"13

"Good".I sat next to her on the couch."Did you tell your parents yet?" she asked 14

"Will you just accept I`ll never tell them?" I said crossly "Sorry I didnt mean for that to sound mean"15

"Its ok,you shouldn`t be ashamed though"16

"I`m not ashamed17

"How come your family dont know about us then Alli?"18

"They wont react well"19

"Who cares? I love you! You love me! They`ll accept it"20

"Jane they wont ok?They wont"21

"Al-Al why are you doing this to me?"22

"What do you mean?"23

"I wished for so long that you`d like me,I always thought you were straight but it turns out you wern`t just in denial but you still wont tell anyone.I cant be with you when your like this"24

"Fine be like that you,you,you bitch!!!" I yelled25

I ran out of the house trying to hold in my tears26

When I got home I locked myself on my bed and cryed and cryed.All I could think of was sucide,life without her was no life at all.I went to the bathroom and grabbed the first bottle of pills I could find.I went in to my room and wrote the hardest letter of my life27

"Dear Jane28

I know you hate me and you have every right.I wish I could turn back time and do it diffrently but you deserve a better girl then me.Your perfect and I love you.I guess I should have told my family.I`m sorry for hurting you29

Love,30

Al-Al31

xxx"32

I downed the pills as quickly as possible.Feeling a sense of peace as I did.I remember waking up with my mother crying over me33

"Oh Alli! You silly girl!"34

"I`m alive..?"35

"Yes,I thought we were going to loose you!"36

"Did Jane get my note?"37

"Just there I read it first"38

"Oh"39

"At first I was shocked but I guess I`ll learn to live with you"40

"Thanks Mam"41

"Someone wants to come in...".There she was,my little Jay-Jay42

"Hi" she said43

"Heyy"44

"I love you".Her words hung in the air.45

"I love you too"46

"Are we...?"47

"My parents know"48

"And...?"49

"Suprisingly ok"50

"Well what then?"51

"Get over here and kiss me!!!"52

And she did.53

~The End~