I watched that child play every day. I watch him with such intensity.1
I loved him.2
My dearest Xeo, better then everything else. 3
I was happy.4
Xeo wasn't.5
I admit I was a bit rude.6
I squirted him.7
I hit him.8
I played with him. 9
He was my toy. 10
My puppet.11
My best friend.12
...And a little more then that.13
I loved him.14
I cared for him.15
I wanted him close to me.16
I wanted him to want me close to him.17
I wanted him to smile because of me. 18
Not his mom.19
Not his dad.20
Me.21
Me.22
Me.23
I loved him more then life.24
Yuu didn't.25
Yuu hated him.26
Yuu wanted him to die.27
Yuu didn't like Xeo.28
My perfect little friend.29
Yuu told me to kill him.30
I wouldn't.31
I loved Xeo.32
I love Xeo.33
Yuu wanted me all to himself.34
I knew I couldn't over power Yuu.35
I wanted to die.36
Yuu wanted me to die.37
Yuu wanted Xeo to die first.38
Without me, Yuu could not live.39
I had to die.40
I had to save him.41
Can I save him?42
Xeo hates me.43
I love him.44
Xeo's scared of me.45
I want him.46
Xeo's perfect.47
I'm the devil.48
Xeo's cute.49
I'm a monster.50
Xeo needs to live.51
I need to die.
Author notes
|D For Sara.
Comments
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.....whut? who's Oliver? who's Xeo? you're holding out on be bish.
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asjkgasd - loves it -
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I love Oliver

