Not a Happy Mother's Day for me

as I write this, I know I am going to upset a lot of people but I need to say this. I hate mother's day. For the first part the whole worship ideology that goes along with it pisses me off. It basically says tht you can make up for being a bitch/dick to your mother all year long, by send her flowers or making her breakfast in bed. That's just wrong. And it's sick to think that that's all mother's have to lok forward to. That they yearn for today cause for once, they won't have to clean thehouse on their own. 1

this next part is more personal. long story short my mother hates me. OR at least she wants me to think that . And please don't give me that"She loves you, you're just spoiled/ungrateful" But I'm not. It's been years since I actually lived with her.2

For me growing up with a broken mother ruined mother's day for me. 3

I don't mean to bitch. it's really classless.4

And I know that there are people on StoryWrite thay would kill to have a mother for their own. But in the smae way, I'd give anything to have lost my mom before she change...or at least when I was too naive to notice the difference5

But then, deep down. I love my mom. I never stopped. I just knew that we could live together as long as she coudn't express her love for me. I'm not gonna drag my mom through the dirt, but I'm also not going to partake in a holiday that brings up painfully memories.

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enough said. But to anyone who doesn't have their parent(s) in their life please try and undrstand..I love both my parents. I wouldn;t be here if it weren't for them. My mom used to be the best woman in the world..but right now shes lost and won't let me help. But, now that i think about bout it. I dont know how'd I be if she passed away. but idk i'm dealing with what I've been given the best that I can

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  • Sidewalk Avenue
    May 19

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    I know exactly what you mean. I hate mothers day too. That's too bad about your mom. I'm going through something similar right now but not as bad as you. It's unfortunate that you have to deal with that your whole life.


  • TNTrouble
    May 11

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    Tis sorry I am to hear that about your Mum. I have not seen my own for years and do not care to. Am sure the feeling tis mutual. I can understand how you feel and I am definitely not judging you a bit for even when mine twas around she caused me so much pain that I never really felt I had a mother in my life ... so not much loss now we do not speak.


  • ice wolf Greeters member
    May 11

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    Oddly, this reminds me a bit of the girl in the House of Night series. Zoey's mom remarried and now because her new husband doesn't like Zoey, her mom doesn't treat Zoey right either.
    Chin up, k? There's always something else to look forward to. I mean, Mother's Day isn't even an official holiday. No one gets out of school to celebrate it or anything like that, so just kinda ignore it until your mom does find her way.