a (not so) happy Relationship

Almost a year or two ago, I had been best friends with this male for almost all my my life. I never really not4iced how close we had gotten till the first day of school when we had came back from summer break. At first I couldn't find him, even though he was standing right beside me. I mean, he was the one I was asking if he had seen himself. And the sad part was he answered!
"Yeah,this morning in the mirror."(Only reason I remember was because it irritated me so much.)I had already had a sly remark to throw at him but i couldn't.
He just shot up like a rocket, he was so tall. But he was still the same smart-mouth male I had grown up with. I think it was then that I found out i had fallen in love with him. And I had waited all year for the perfect time to tell him, to ask him out.
I had found the perfect time, Valentines day was creeping up and I knew deep down if I was going to do it, then would have been the time. I asked a friend, one I trusted in giving usable advice in, not only dating, but attracting the other gender. I told her I was hoping to ask my life time friend to go out with me. Little did I know she'd tell everybody! By the time I had planned to ask him, he just walked by, shook his head and said "No."
My heart broke, but I'm happy now. Still single and not looking. I messed up once. No male is going to hurt me that bad again. I'm a happy asexual female. ^o^Happy face!!!!(Thanks female friend)-^-{@