When he called a couple weeks ago, that being the last time we had actually really talked, he said t

When he called a couple weeks ago, that being the last time we had actually really talked, he said that I sounded kind of sad and asked me what was wrong. I should have told him the truth...1

"My parents are fighting non-stop, over the stupidest things. After they yell at each other for a long time, then... they both take it out on me, even if I haven't done anything wrong. I'm loosing way to many friends, way to fast. I'm loosing some of the friends that I thought me and them would never end up like this. I'm changing into someone that I do not want to be. That is what I'm working on the hardest to stop. I thought I was able to fight through this by myself, but now it's come and over-whelmed me, more then ever. Last night, I cried for 1.5 hours. 2 hours the night before, and 1 the night before that. I'll probly again cry tomorrow night, and the next and the next. I feel as though your coming out of my reach. Like I might loose you, but I couldn't go through that. Your one of the most important things in my life. One of the only things keeping me standing. Please don't give up on me. I have this feeling that comes back atleast 2 times a day and stays for atleast a hour. It's a feeling of abandonment, lonleyness, Un-Cared for, depressed and so much more all pressed together and it really brings me down, and I can't find my way back up! so, that's what's wrong. I know that's a lot for you to take in at one time, but I had to tell you."2

But what I said was....3

"Nah! Nothing's wrong! So, How's baseball going?"4

Why can't I tell him the truth???5

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  • x- dancer -x
    July 7, 2005
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    Gosh, it'll be hard, but you know you should really tell him the truth....I'm so sorry, I'm always here for you. K?
    xoxo
    KT


  • Maybe an Angel
    July 7, 2005
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    If you tell him the truth, you'll be glad you did it, but it can be really hard to open up at first. Don't forget, even if u los ea lot of friends, I'm still here!
    Luv4everz,
    Reney

  • afgtsdfhsdfhnd
    July 5, 2005
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    Ohhhhhhhhhhh my god I know exactly how you feel. Ive gone through the same thing with my bf we have been going out for 16 months now i think and it took me forever to open up... im sure he really wants to know.. itll feel better and also youll feel like you have a best friend that knows you well and accepts you and i better stop cause im babbleing
    great write too