I'm sorry for all the stuff I put you through...I'm sorry that I could never make you as happy as my brothers have. RJ, who made you happy by becoming a hero,Dustin, who made you happy by making you a grandmother. Or even Jordan, who makes you happy simply because he is the baby. I'm not perfect, and I am sorry for that too. But nobody's perfect Mom. Maybe you would love me more if I had been a boy, or maybe just a prettier girl. But no matter what I should or shouldn't have been Mom, I'm just me. I can't change who I am. I'm sorry I make you cry, but you make me cry too. I tried removing myself from the unsolvable equation of your life. I really did try, but I failed. Twice. So I guess you can call me a failure...I tried so hard mom. But here I am, I'm just me...your 16 year old daughter. I've had a hard ass life, and you seem to think that you are the only one that has been put throught anything, you don't seem to see the things that I have been through also. I miss Dad too, but we can't bring him back. Your yelling, screaming, slapping and cursing isn't going to bring him back. He's gone, and it's not my fault. I'm not perfect and I know it, and I'm sorry Mom...I truely am.1
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This was really sad and well written hun, I am sorry that you are going through this, but I want you to realise right nnow that you have nothing to be sorry for, you havent done anything wrong> Your mum has the problem here not you, she needs to sort things out. You shoud NEVER have to apologise fro being you, never, you are fabtastic hun, if she cant see that she must be blind, you are so talented, she has this fantastic daughter that she doesnt know about because she wont give you a chance. Maybe you need to think hun is she worth this? does someone that treats you this deserving? Sorry to blab great write and thanks for the comment on my story it means alot, hope you rad more
xxx QueenT ooo
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this is really well put together.. very emotional and deep, i fail at everything too, suicide is no ecception with me either, i only tried once and i failed miserably... this is a wonderful write great job...
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pretty good i like it good write!
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I know how you feel, I feel as though im no good and my brothers are all perfect!
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sad...
Wow this is really heavy. There are almost too many emotions to handle. I hope these aren't your real feelings and if they are I truely wish you more happiness and lots hope !!
The poem is great though.
Greetzz
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Wow. This letter is filled with sadness and misery. If this is you then you have NOTHING to be sorry for. Keep writing sweetie. You have got some amazing talent there!! I know it probably doesn't mean much but if you ever need to talk im here
One love,
Kitty xxx
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