Ty

When i first joined i wasnt sure about it. I wasnt sure what kinda people i would meet, wasnt sure if i would fit in or if any one would like my random work. You were the first person here i talked to and you made me feel like i belonged like i actually might fit in. You always look on the bright side of every thing. You were there to listen to me bable on about my problems or just bable on about nonsense. Talking to you never seems hard or forced. I find i can just talk, even if we talk about nothing I no you will still listen. You once said to me that you felt like you didnt fit in at school or in everyday life, But believe me you fit in here. Everyone knows and respects you. Your such a nice friendly guy. You quoted Billy joel "Only the good die young" But your not good haha your an AMAZING friend, person. You care for others, even if you dont really know a person you still care, if something happens to them or if something goes wrong. Your not good but amazing therefore your not going to die young 1

You always make even the most serious things funny.2

You said hugs save lives, I only wish i was there to hug you right now. 3

I feel for you. I wish you werent in pain. I wish no one had to go threw any of this kinda thing but i have found that wishes bearly ever come true but ill keep on wishing just in case, out of the one in one hundred thousand chance of my wish coming true it does (did that make sense haha )4

I want to say im sorry but sorry just isnt enough and never will be. Sorry seems like such a sterile meaningless word when it comes to this kind of thing.
I dont no you well so im not going to claim i do, but from our ocasional talks and reading and commenting on each others work, I no you dont deserve this and i no your an extraordinary person.
Just no your loved here and we all hope you will get better. I cant promise you it'll be ok cos i dont no. Just live each day to the fullest and try not to think of the negatives5

sorry if this sounds glommy. It wasnt meant to. =D
Ty i just want to say thank you for every time you listened. Thank you for being you.6

Keep writing you have a talent!!!! 7

If hugs save lifes have hundreds of thousands *hugs* x 10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000008

Nick your doing such a great thing. 9