I miss the days when it was only you and me. When no one, nothing else mattered in the whole wide universe but our expanding love, that grew like roses after the rain. Now, my heart is still that big, but it echoes with the emptiness of everything that is missing. 1
Why did you go? There is too much space inside me now... 2
It's all gone... What happened to those days that I could always turn and you were there? Those days when I knew, I knew you were always thinking or dreaming or hoping of me... loving me. When I knew there was always someone to lean on. 3
Now I know with your twisted words that I can never trust you again. We can't be friends... It produces a false illusion, which I suspect was my downfall. The illusion that these last years have never happened.4
And why did it happen? Why did I love you, and you me? From that first startling moment when we looked up and found ourselves under the mistletoe... That is what I never understood. If it was real, how could it be so amazing, so beautiful, so perfect? 5
You know I always went to bed dreaming of white rose petals cascading down around us as you hold me under a wedding arch... and then the sweet kiss, a hello and goodbye to innocence. I still dream of it...6
No. I can't do this to myself anymore. My tears are spattering on the page and blurring the words... But these tears are the very last... You are out of my reach now... I won't chase after you. I was never a long-distance runner, anyway. 7
I love you. I will always, always love you.8
Author notes
Well, it sounded okay last night (when I scribbled it in my journal)... I don't really know how to end it, really. It's kind of cliche right now, but I'm sad...
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Thanks... I appreciate the international renown I've received from bunnies and other stuffed beings the world over.
- sky -
thats sad
it makes me almost as sad as you are now, im sure. i know how you feel, and im sorry for you.. maybe this is the chance for you to move on?? i hope. best of wished to you.
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:-) I printed this out and presented it outloud to my stuffed animals. To truely get the full heart of this monologue, I feel it needs to be acted out loud. :-) Not that I'm a good actor in any way, but I did a good enough job to really get the true power and expression in your words. This was quite, quite good. My stuffed bunny really liked it. ::winks::
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aaaaaaaaaaawwwwwww this is wiked this is the best story i have ever heard in my life ur a professional
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Thanks... I was actually feeling really bad last night... I stayed up way too late feeling sorry for myself and crying and listening to Coldplay. But thanks for the support anyway.
- sky -
wow this story is the best i know how you feel i use to love someone like that but now he is gone and i have an empty feeling i hope you are feeling better love the write it is awsome keep up the good work
~nnoi~
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