As best I can, 2
But words get forgotten and the flow gets fucked up. I don't want us to end up just a story, or a myth, or whatever else I can use describe something that was never there. 3
Because we were. 4
And now where am I? Sitting at a skeleton typewriter and draining cup after cups of coffee. Where are you? Hell if I know. Hell if I know anything. 5
Note to self, no more dictionary time. Dictionary just brings out the truth that can be otherwised masked by ignorance. Ignorance is almost the same as innocence. 6
Note to self #2: Look up the definition for ignorance, then innocence, compare the two. 7
Note to self #3: Stick to commitment one, convince self ignorance and innocence are the same thing. End of story. 8
But it's not. That was my little way of avoiding the truth, of jumping around in whichever order I want because it is MY story. And you know what else, telling stories out of order, bit by bit, piece by peice, makes everything hurts less. Actually, that seems to be good advice, write this one down, spread the most painful stories out like you'd spread peanut butter and jelly out. Okay, so that tip wasn't as powerful as I thought but it helps. 9
Myth:10
Pronunciation: 'mith11
Function: noun12
1 a : a usually traditional story of ostensibly historical events that serves to unfold part of the world view of a people or explain a practice, belief, or natural phenomenon 13
Maybe just letting you go wouldn't be too extremely terrible. I mean, being myths wouldn't be so bad. Myths to mirrors, that's what we'd be. Myths to mirrors are only visible when you look into yourself. We'd be that. 14
Remember? 17
We were this and that... 18
Before it.
You know what, scratch that, I don't want to remember that. Ever noticed how whenever you add dot dot dot to the end of anything you expect lighting to strike and for the DUH DUH DUH music to come? Okay, maybe its just me, getting off track and not listening to what I want to scream at the top of my lungs. 20
Maybe, instead of telling the actually story, I'll just ramble on... 21
DUH DUH DUH 22
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