"oh my god!'' she screamed as she came around the bend. My friend Kelly had just walked in on Scott and I pulling our pants up. 1
"what were you guys doing?" she said with a smirk on her face. 2
"nothing Kelly. we just had to pee and couldn't find a bathroom." Scott said. obviously not thinking before answering. 3
" oh, yea, I'm gonna believe the bull crap for a second. did you two... Yay!" she ran over and hugged both of us. her smile bright. Scott was beaming but i was a little more confused. Why was she so happy? it not like she had been involved. 4
"whats with the excitement Kelly?" i asked. my voice cracked a little. 5
"I'm just happy for you guys. you've been going out for months and we barely see you guys kiss. we just figured you were dating for the sheer thought of dating. I'm just glad that i now have proof that you guys do actually have feelings for him." I thought i was going to explode. i couldn't believe what had just come out of her mouth. Why did she need proof? wasn't the fact that i kissed him on the lips everyday enough? And while we do that in private, in fear of being killed, is none of her business. 6
"OK." was all i was able to say. i really didn't feel like arguing about it. but at the same time, i knew i was going to regret not having said something. 7
We went back into the more populated part of the school. I went upstairs to my locker to put my books back in it. I never do my homework. If i didn't have to return the damn textbooks, I'd burn them. 8
"Scott, where are you?" i shouted when i got back down stairs. I looked everywhere. but i just couldn't find him. So i went back the alley to see if he was there. 9
When i got back there, i saw Mr. Farinella take a beer away from Scott, grab his ear, and pull him towards the door. I stood firmly in the doorway. 10
"What are you doing back here? Come to get a joint too? He asked me with a smile on his face. i felt trapped. i just didn't know what to say. Scott looked at me and mouthed to me to say no and that i was looking for him. But Mr. Farinella figured out what was going on and pulled me up to the office with him. 11
When we got to his office, he called our parents. 12
"your parents will be here shortly."Mr. Farinella stated emotionless. 13
He pointed to the two chairs in the corner and Scott and i sat there. We could give less of a bunny that he called them. While we waited, we made out for a little bit. Mr. Farinella would watch every now and then, and when he did i would laugh. 14
"Are we turning you on Mr. Farinella? i would ask sarcastically. Scott would then rub his nipple and moan. I couldn't help but laugh. He gave us both detention. We laughed again. 15
then our parents walked in. My Father had no idea that i was gay. Just as Scott's parents didn't know either. But they were used to coming up to the school to find out we had done something again. Both of our parents knew that we smoked and drank. We had just never been caught doing it on school grounds before. 16
"As you always know...." Mr. Farinella started to explain the story. He explained everything. The whole time our parents kept glancing over at us. Giving us that look as to say, are you frigin retarded? Then something unexpected happened. 17
"Your sons have also been making a habit of interrupting class." Mr. Farinella said all little to excitedly. 18
"how?" My dad asked. giving me another look. 19
"By just getting up and leaving." Mr. Farinella said. AS if trying to build up to a glorious climax of a story. 20
"Well do the teachers ever follow them?" Scott's mother asked. 21
"Well see, that's what I'm trying to say. they did that today and their biology teacher followed them. They went into the deserted part of the school." Mr. Farinella was really excited now. He knew this was going to be a big hit against us. Both Scott and I were absolutely terrified. We knew what was coming. Both of us had very conservative parents. If he told them what we had done, we could never live in our homes again. 22
"Their Biology teacher caught them having sex. while he didn't stop them, he came and reported it to me. Now as you know it is not illegal for them to be having sex at their age, it is illegal to be having sex in public and I am not sure of how i wish to keep them from doing this again. Any suggestions?" 23
I died right there. I fell out of my chair and blacked out. I was so sure i was dead, I was waiting to see the goddess. What felt like two minutes later, i was laying on the bed in the nurse's office. My vision so blurry that i could only make out the fact that there were people in the room. i did not know who. I could here my Father shot that i was awake, and hear him run over to the bed. I fell back asleep. An hour later i woke up. but this time everything was normal. Scott had been "taken home" as they told me, and that I was to be taken home now. 24
My Father and i got in the car. The trip home i could never forget. 25
"What the f-u-c-k is wrong with you! He shouted in my face. 26
"Do you realize you could have been expelled and arrested. you cannot be drinking and smoking at your age." He said as he swerved the car back into our lane. 27
"your a disgrace. Not to mention your some guys f-u-c-k toy. I can't believe this. My son is failing his classes, but at least i can sleep now knowing that my son takes it up the bunny!" He screamed. i couldn't help myself but start crying. 28
"are you gay?" my dad asked. 29
" Obviously." i replied sarcastically. 30
My father pulled the car over and looked at me. then shoved his face in mine. 31
"if i get another sarcastic remark from you again, you will never see the light of day again. You f-u-c-king c-o-c-k bunny! He shouted. 32
My make-up started to smear. My dad threw a tissue at me and told me to be a man. 33
" Being gay doesn't mean you can cry!" he screamed 34
"F-u-c-k you!" i screamed at him. 35
He pulled the car over again. Looked at me, and then punched me in the arm. I couldn't believe it. Before he started the car up again, i grabbed his cigarettes and just out of the car. i ran as fast as i could. i just had to get out of there. 36
It was around 7 o'clock when i actually went home. I walked right past the kitchen, but no one realized i was home. So i went into my room. i reached under my pillow, and grabbed my razor blade, my exacto knife, and my compass. I turned on my favorite Cd's, Evanescence, Seether, and Green day. 37
"SHHHHHHHHHHHH! OWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!! i screamed as cut my wrist. No one could have heard me because i didn't exist to them. what did exist was my music, because every once in awhile someone would come pound on my door and tell me to turn it down. 38
i cut into my knee "F-u-c-k them all" in perfect letters. I took a black sharpie, and shoved it in one of my cuts, making it burn so bad i cried. i wanted to die so bad that i took my exacto knife and stabbed my inner thigh and turned it, so that it wouldn't stop bleeding. i eventually blacked out. I woke up in the hospital. 39
Author notes
My Father really isn't like this. his Character is being influenced by the way my mom's boyfriend used to act before he died. i wish i could say that i killed him, but i didn't get the honor of having the chance. My father loves me for who i am, but at the time, i didn't want to introduce my mother's boyfriend into the story thats for later. but my grandmother is like that, who does live with us, which is why i can turn things to my father, to be a much bigger enforcer in the home. instead of my grandma. i wanted something more people could relate to.
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"is none of her business" <<<come on. Not cool dude. And i dont even act like a stoner The cutting scene was brilliant, although you made it sound like it hurt. the sharpie would, but idt the rest......
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thsi is really a god write i love ti
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wow..... Kev........ i really totally dont know what to say........................um but if you ever do get fed up with your Dad and your life and stuff just please please talk to me or katie or anyone cause if anything were to happen to you Katie would get all upset and so would I and i dont think i could handle that..... and i wouldnt really be able to tallk to Katherine about it ( she acts as my councilor sometimes) because she would feel obligated to tell her parents soo please dont ever ever EVER think about hurting yourself... i know that this is just a story you're writing but it really kinda scares me that this is the way that you're feeling...... so just if you ever need to talk im here..
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this really happened? seriously???!!!! this is new.
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but yours is better than mine
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I am glad those aren't your arms ....I have never had anything like that so it is kinda strange ...why you were expelled and stuff....I liked it though....just don't cut...it bad to do that...
...okay? I liked the story though...mine isn't gonna be this adulty
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you should create a book like a life story slash something to relate to i mean youve got it, i love it when people write like this, i am so into books about real life stories and crap. but yes you are so much abetter writer then i. you give it time to write and it comes out smoothly and with ease always the best. anywaty great write literally!
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i'm trying my best to stop. especially after what happened.i've never cut my wrist after that day. and the stab mark is gone entirely. you can still faintly see fuck them all in my knee though. after this part,you'll see this later in the story, my family tries and tried to make life a little easier for me. my two sisters and my one brother had never known what was going on in the first place, my brother Robert, who was always provoking fights, has been a lot nicer to me. so i don't feel the same urges anymore. there are times that i still want to. and have. but i'm in a lot of groups here on ap for it. i'm also getting therapy to stop. and don't worry, i'm not going to die. when i did do it, there were times i did it and didn't want to die, just to bleed. this was the hardest time of my life. nad it was all caused by my mom's dead husband. i'm so glad he's dead.
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that was a crapppy installment, contect wise, anyway... thats an awful experience, and i hate knowing it exists... the answer isnt hurting yourself, it just makes the homophobes win and thats not allowed!! show them that being gay isnt something evil or abominiable (is that how its spelt? whatever) and you are the same person that you always have been, your just being true and honest now... still, though, crappy situation... and whats with the principal?? what a fuc*ed way of outing someone... thats evil!!
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omg i'm crying.do you really cut yourself? if you do stop it! I don't want you to die you're a good friend. i don't want anything bad to happen to you. you're one of my best friends. you are always worrying about me and now i'm gonna worry about you.
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You know what you should do? You should take a shit on his grave. Eat burritos and runny sauce. Sure it'll be like fire...but muck messier.
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i wish i could kill my mom's ex-husband. too bad he's already dead. every year on his birthday, my friend whos 18 drives me up to his grave and i piss on it. and i drink a lot of water on the way there. one time when i was doing it, his mother came over the hill. she saw me and called my ma. my mom just yelled at me. o well. say la vie.
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thanks for the comment!
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no its not. but my arms have been known to look like that.
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Sounds like my mom's ex-boyfriend. He was a bastard. I should have killed him...I will if I ever see him again. So what happened in school? Were you expelled for having sex in public? That must have been so hot and thrilling. I must do that someday.
'Tis healthy to share what has happened to us. Keep writing.
Sincerely,
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is that u in the pic?
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god this one mage me laugh and cry!!!! bravo bravo bravo!!!!!! i love it!!! keep them coming!!!
I LOVE YA
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Riley
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