My place in this world

Whatever happens in this life, I am ready. I have felt pain, sorrow, and tragedy but never will that stop me again. My heart has been shattered and pieced back together so many times that I can't be sure that it is my heart any more. I know who I am now. I have been lost from the confusion of my past. I have followed the dreams that did not belong to me. Also I have given my friends false hope for a long time. I know who I am. I have gone through everyday of my life so far and I haven't completely crashed and burned yet. So I am strong, I am strong enough to believe in myself even when that is hard to do. I have given up all hope but I am willing to find that reason to break through my fears. If I am weak then I will deal with it. If I am afraid I will deal with it. If I am poor, hungry, sad, or lonely, I will deal with it. My will to move on is my friends and family because that is what is important. The road I am traveling on is rough and steep but I will force myself to keep going. I don't know where I am headed on this road called life but I will keep walking because I can handle what ever is coming. If there comes a time I can't handle I will simply find a different way to handle it. Life is something I'm not going to waste anymore. I was searching for myself but now I know that what I need to do is search for something to prove myself. I know who I am. I am someone who will keep on fighting for a place in this world.