His Destiny

Kathy was walking down the road while her tear were flowing down her cheek from her eyes. She touched her tears and turned around to look behind her and remembering the doctor's word.
"You have a white cell blood cancer, you will die in three months."
She kept on waking again, but kept on looking back behind her. Her mother was also died of the same disease when she was three years old. She was crying and didn't know what to tell Austin, her boy friend. Her father died in a car accident one year ago, after he got a second marriage.
She promised Austin that she will always be there for him even when he is on the stage. She wanted to be by his side all the time and be his confidence outfit. And to stand right beside him walking to through the bad time and good times.
But now, how will she tell him that she is going to die in three months? The tears kept on falling when she walked down the street to go home. Then suddenly Tommy, her best friend a guy, appeared in front of her.
"Are you crying?" He asked her as he looked into her eyes leaning closed to her.
"I missed my dad." She answered and wiped her tear. Tommy gently put his arms around her and let she cried on his shoulder. At the same time, Austin came by and saw Kathy was hugging another boy. He was mad and went home with out stoping by her house. He stopped calling her like he used to call her. Kathy was waiting for the word "good-night" from him every night. But all the waiting, the voices from the phone wasn't Austin.
She went to visit him at the hotel that he was living one day, he was kissing another girl in front of her. She was still kept on smiling outside when inside of her like a spear stabbed through. She finally understood that Austin was only playing a game with her. There is no way for a popular singer like him to love her seriously as she had thought. She ran to her mother and father's grave and sat there for a long time. "Soon I will be with you guys, too." She said quietly by herself.
Then finally one day after two months had passed, Kathy told Tommy that she had a cancer, and she will died in one month left. Tommy was really sad when he heard that. He ran really fast to see Austin, but Austin didn't want to see Tommy. He was jealous of him. He didn't know that Kathy was going to die in one month.
It was Friday night when Austin had to go to his biggest concert. At the same time, Kathy was about to die. Tommy was there with her at the hospital. He was also in love with her, but couldn't find a way to tell her how he felt for her. "At least, I wanted to see Austin before I die." Kathy said in a low voice. Tommy ran quickly and fast as he could to find Austin.
When he found Austin, Austin was coming out of the concert arena with his band. Tommy ran quickly to him, and he pounched him on his face and shouted at him, "I lost to you, not only you played with her heart, now you killed her, too." After hearing those word, Austin ran quickly to the hospital, but when he got there, he was too late. A doctor came out of the emergency room and handed him a journal from Kathy. Austin took the journal as his tear was dripping like rain fell outside. The journal has a written on it, "For Myself." it's said. He turned to a lot of page and there were many writing in the papers. He turned to the last page that was the last of hand writing of her and started to read.
"Dear Kathy," Austin read silently in his head.
"Today, I have a new secret to tell you. I think I finally found my true love. I feel so stupid to love someone who is from another world from me. I know, when I told you this story, you will probably laugh at me. But it is okay. You are my best friend, and I can trust you. When I first met him, he stole my first kissed away, and for that, I had grown to love him even more. He captured my heart when I first heard his song. He captured my soul when he smiled at me. I diffinately fall for him. But I only bring troubles for him. I guess I will not say anything, but to tell you that I loved him from far away. It is okay, I can hide away my pain. I will do anything to make him happy. Just seeing him smile, I feel happy like I am right there beside him holding his hand."
Austin was crying really hard when when he finish reading the journal. He remembered all the bad thing that he did to her, like kissing another girl in front of her. Trying to hurt her from the inside out. But she still kept on smiling. How can she still smiling like that when her heart broke or like a knife had staff through her? He thought with a of feeling regretted. Austin wanted to kill himself at that time. But the doctors and nurses stopped him. Then he decided not to fall in love again, but Kathy was the first girl and the last girl that he ever fell in love with. And for Tommy, he kept on visiting her grave everyday bringing her beautiful flowers that she liked. Even though she is gone, her smiled will always there in his heart! "It's like a Tatoo"