Heaven and hell fight on earth1
Through paradise command2
Forgive and forget every moment every second, in you life3
It is a life motto, he said it is my motto, the next morning he went to the church to pray and see if she can find some help him with he’s problems but no one could, oh my Goodness I had 85 pound now I have got 75 pond, anyway this world is good but people are bad, I wish if I could get much power to fight and make end to this war.4
After noon he was setting on the door next, and he saw the woman pass and greet him hey how are you to day? He said I’m okay… but he wanted to tell her but he couldn’t because it is illegal to tell about spiritual in they government. So he wanted even to speak to any one and make a scandal because he had loose hope of living, and he was felling and convicted that, he can leave this world at any time now. When he is refreshing “oh my God why? Why this to me only me? Why I’m the one chosen to face all this if is faith I have in you, if is my life I already gave it to you since long time since I was born, look like prove I have never knew women or any crime in front of people eyes… why this?5
If is death let me pass straight away but I know where I’m going it not your desire I know give me company and power to fight and win,6
Jlucson was convicted that the woman was power full than him, because he had never visit spiritual world but he knew what is spitiriual world and every story, and she all so believe in… he was very powerful spiritually and he had a strong company but I had never seem it.7
Welcome a good spirit and joy then joy will welcome you,8
Climb the mountain and face pharaoh on the top in the desert9
Grow in heart and good spirit, 10
The breeze of spring is waiting 11
For you as the result of the past actions, in future or in present, 12
You must face it, Life goes and come back, and history always comes back, the past is the future 13
Will you be there when it will came back? Life is give and take action; 14
Love a circular motion witch cause of life on earth. Love15
Left and right, hot and colt love the source of spiritual power16
The spiritual power the source of life and existence on earth, love 17
The end is the beginning of new moment; the end of pain is the transformation of joy18
When people hurt me, I fell I will never look back to they faces,19
But I found my self in wrong decision. Now Stand up and20
Make new step and said we are growing in good heart and spirit,21
I have been crying for so long but one day it will end,22
One day I went to my local church where we always pray and I found some Interesting topics and magazine about spirits and physical world I tried to think deeply about spirit?23
And I couldn’t find a really answer to all my questions… but I always hope that I will find some one after suffering for so long jlucson went the next day to sleep and he saw the movie witch past during the day, during the day he was fasting for 3 days as always, and the fast day he saw a woman came on they door with a lot on gout and small children’s.24
So they began to fight with him, and after fight he lost he’s conscience and he ran away through the road, near our house I saw a shop keeper how always minimized for so long and he was always dirty and not smart he looked at me and took my hands and guide me to cross the road. To go away from the tact after awhile o so I’m in the house of our neabar and I saw my mum seating with other neabur and she don’t know what happened to me and I tried to explain to her but she couldn’t understand or even if she could she couldn’t help me apart from praying… days after days I saw a lot of miracle I saw feeling that I’m not even one of people how will live and survive in 2005,25
Mmmy prayer was only question and questions to God whom I always believe and my ancestor in the spiritual world as my conscience and feeling of spiritual world was develop I could feel that I’m not alone and I have a live protection… I did about 12 3days fasting I combination, and some people couldn’t believe what I was doing and begin to ask me>, my mum was made I could feel it, she was taking care of me, she was leaving my brothers and sister and walk every day 3 kilometres to see how I ‘m and speed money on the phone trying to talk to me and know every dream and attack I had, she decided to tell the woman and she was stopped by a church brother r how said is illegal to claim such thing on the police station because there is not evidence and prove plus whiteness. So she was shocked, I decided to change the accommodation and leave the house I went in the national centre of Tanzania…26
The same day I could feel the death, I was hungry but I couldn’t eat any thing because food was just like nothing to me, I can’t explain what I was feeling… I went to sleep the 5 minute past I had a dream on the same room, I saw a big hall on the room I was sleeping and I saw the woman came to me like a small baby I began to fight with her and after a saw that I’m in command and couldn’t move or speak any word but I could think and think, about 10 second I invited and speak deep in my mind the name of powerful spirit and create it in me and create a strong power in my mind and I could feel strong and fight and I was liberated like always … then I could see how that God great >. And wake up on the day I was sweating all my clothes was wet and the bed people couldn’t believe… saw I run away from that room and go to the kitchen and when I knocked I saw 3 people seething on a woman called Matilda with her husband Aloysius Ndiabawe and another brother called Theo nest Rugaberwa, he asked me what happened he ask me, and I said I have a big problem and I don’t know how to end it and I’m so confused I can feel my death he thought I wasn’t serious, he asked me and asked deep I explain to him and after a wile the Matilda husband asked me to set near him and begin to tell me what is about and I expend every thing to him he said we are one and we must help you and I will try to help you, I though he was joking after a long wile I saw him writing what I was saying and he explain to me what is the tactic to do to believe and to do not warry about … he gave me a good word to keep me feel secure… and pray… the night was good and I could rest. On the morning I went to tell him what I saw and he…27
