Untitled Documentary Intro

I won't tell anybody my name yet. I won't even mention anything about myself at this point. All I can say is that this shit's gonna get heavy.1

My life story's not important right now. You'll get shitlets of it along the way. 2

Basically, I'm recovering from an eating disorder. I'm also going insane. I guess I'm technically sane, since I'm completely aware of my loss of sanity. Within the next few months, I'll be filming a documentary about what it's like to have an eating disorder.3

My recovery's been slipping, so I figured that it's the perfect time to make this movie. At this point, I really couldn't give 427 shits about my health or recovery. 4

Everyone downplays eating disorders so much. It makes me sick to the point where I feel like gouging my face off, eating it and throwing it up down people's throats.5

I'm completely willing to jepordize my health, my recovery and my life to make this video. Maybe it'll do something useful to the world. 6

Most likely not. It's not like any of the billions of people on this planet will give a fuck when I'm gone. We'll probably all be happy.7

Maybe I'll survive. Maybe I won't. Maybe this video can change the world, maybe it won't do shit. Maybe I just don't really give a fuck and I need something to make me feel less insignificant. I don't know.8

I've already been through the worst of an eating disorder. I'll show everyone how your hair falls out, how your throat swells up and how you go absolutely insane.9

You'll see the rise and downfall of me. You'll see moments that'll make you question your own sanity. This isn't just raising fucking eating disorder awareness. It's erasing ignorance of all situations. It's showing people how fucked up the world really is.10

I'm not afraid to show what it's really like. You have no fucking idea what it's really like. 11