Iunno *will put something here later if i dont forget*

It was dark and quiet, too quiet for me to understand1

Usual so many things are running by, trying to be found2

Lost things are trying to be solved and find where they belong3

My mind is like a office where so many things run in and out of it4

New problems everyday, new things everyday, new people everyday5

Tonight my mind was quiet, no comotion, no voices talking to me6

Everything blank and dark7

I opened by eyes, I stared up until my eyes adjusted8

The surface under me was soft the same as always my spot9

A new problem occurred to me my mind was quiet10

Searching for a reason why in my no longer quiet head became noisy11

I passed a person and my head went quiet for a second then the noise returned12

I always knew i was different i was special13

The one thing im good at is reading other people but i was never good at reading myself14

I can't help myself but i can help other people i dont understand myself but i understand people15

When i got tired again i closed my eyes and everything went dark and black16

I didn't want to wake up from this place its better than the real world17

Hiding behind i mask all my life and im starting to get sick of it18

What if i never opened my eyes and just lived in darkness forever?19