the daily struggle

so i'm just gonna write random things about myself till i run out. yah...1

I'm gay2

i over publicize it3

i don't find straight people atractive4

i've had sex countless times with girls5

it's never turned me on.6

my freinds never really call me7

i try not to be judgemental8

but i'll go off on people for the smallest things9

i wanna be the first lesbain drag queen10

i still play pokemon and i'm alomst 1811

i know various facts about countless serial killers12

i love the smell of blood13

sometimes i scare myself14

i have acne that doens' quit and am addicted to scratching at it15

my entire back is scared like small pox16

i am overly self concious and have abstarct phobia's17

i hate that i sleep alone18

i've been smoking a bit reguarly a while now and am not addicted19

i only smoke cause i think it looks cool20

i am an expert at words and mind control, but i try to do things the right way....sometimes21

i feel like an outcast everyday i live22

i have 4 cuts in my arm via steaknife23

i hate them24

i use to be very emotionally cold25

now i am addicted to needing to find " somebody"26

i am closer to people on the interent then i am to my own freinds27

i talk up to 3o people i don't even know everyday28

i talk in like a male queer29

butch's scare me dykes are pretty and i don't do femme's30

i've never been able to fully relate with anyone31

i don't like goths32

or kids obsseed with anime33

i dress totally normal and look it34

but i'm a freak inside35

i arbitraly give my SSN out to people cause i don't care36

when i turn 23 i'm shaving my head