Just one chance.....

I felt the fire. I knew I was dying. Knowing this,I remembered my life,remembered how I had run away to become a soldier in the Civil War, breaking my poor mother's heart. I remembered finding Alice, helping save Renesmee's life from the terrible Volturi. Heck, I even remember burning other vampires in my newborn soldier years.1

But did they, did anyone deserve this? this pain, the torture worse than becoming a vampire.2

I had time to think. Time without Alice, maybe never seeing her again. Time with the people I killed in the newborn wars. Boy, they would hate me.3

But a life without Alice? Is that even possible? I supposed it was, but nearly unbearable.4

I remembered when we met. How pretty she looked.Red eyes accented fantastically with her black hair. How she had said,"You've kept me waiting for a long time." Her voice had sounded so pretty back then. It still did...5

My heart felt like it was going to burst with betraying emotions. Too hard to think about Alice. Unbearable.6

Just then, more pain erupted into my body. I screamed. I'd rather die, even turn back time to relive my process to becoming a vampire. Anything but this.7

I could hear Alice,sobbing,"Not Jasper,he didn't do it, Aro, please..."
Alice, don't cry. I thought in despair, I'm not worth it.
You must be curious on what she was talking about. i broke Volturi law.8

I made a Baby vampire. All for Alice. She had wanted a child, and who was to stop us? Irina was gone, so who would tell? Little did I know there was a backstabber in our family.
Edward Cullen told the Volturi about Alice and I's little Kaiya Hale, immortal baby. He had decided to join them, after all. i blame Chelsea. her stupid power must have something to do with it. So Bella, Jacob, Edward, and Renesmee had ran away in the night to Volterra, telling them all. They had came a day later, apparently had ran9and swam) there just to destroy me.
Caius had been most excited, according to my power. Aro was a little sad, but that was just because he couldn't use me on his guard now. And Marcus...felt sympathy...probably for Alice. Maybe because he had lost his mate as well from Aro and knew how it felt.
Thank goodness they didn't take Alice with me. Alice deserves a life. She deserves to spend forever on this beautiful Earth.9

"Jasper!" she yelled, and jumped into the flames with me.
Now she was going with me. I couldn't help feel relief that I wouldn't lose her as well as grief she wouldn't get to live her life.10

I could near her murmuring, "See you on the other side,Jazz."
"I love you, Miss Alice Cullen."
"Jasper." she sobbed,"I love you, too."
Then blackness...all blackness...