Steph & Chris

Are you sure you are okay?????1

For the moment I'm fine, if I think about it...it makes me sad...2

But i don't want you to be sad. There is so much in this world that neither of us may know, but the point is that we will be together...but it is a pretty much known fact that we will not see each other as an identity.....i think the cool thing about the entire thing is that we will have no boundaries what so ever....because of being spirits and therefore we will be able to do whatever we want and allow whatever we want to happen...so maybe ^ that means that we can see each other too....3

i think it is a...paradox.4

It seems I've gotten to attached to you....I don't know....right now you ARE my everything....I just can't even think of letting you go right now....i'm just broken...5

i love you...i love you...i love you...the physical part of it is what you are thinking of..the thing is is that we won't be completely different...we just won't have bodies....i still wonder how we recognize those we wish to recognize but i am sure...COMPLETELY AND TOTALLY SURE that there IS  a solution to each of these questions and that we will not know untill we get there6

I completely understand the physical part. I have no problem what-so-ever with it.  The part that is making me sad is the part of us not being us. Right now you are giving me the impression that we won't be husband and wife.  That's the part that's just ripping me apart....7

God created man and woman for partners on Earth. When you are married it's till death do we part.When death comes, the assumption is that you are not married any longer...let's go talk to your mom....8

No.  Right now I'm not comfortable with that.  Why does He do that then, I don't ask for much, I just don't see how ANYTHING could be better than this. 9

Because...God is so different than us. when you are in heaven, you get to be completely and totally his again. Sure...right now it sounds....really different/weird/not worth it...but he created us to be with each other untill you can be with him again.....10

I don't see (right now)....I don't know....I'm just lost...I'm not His biggest fan right now...Very unhappy.11

I still need to look into the verses that Katie gave me, it might lead a little more insight into this, because...to tell the truth- even i am still a little fuzzy with this subject,,,i do know what i think & just the primary things that i have heard thru listening to people...chris- u do know that i still need & want to be with you forever12

I love you. And when i think of the dot and the arrow from the book you gave me... I don't want you just for the dot.... I just can't handle it.... and I don't want to have Him when he has everyone else too. What makes us us is that we have eachother.  I don't know, I'm just so sad...13

lets go somewhere talk this out...14

you know i'm gonna cry some more right?15

.....you CAN add to my ocean16

yours specifically or the one everyone adds to? I don't know, things just seem to have lost thier value...17

this relationship?18

partly to be honest.... cause if I can't have you after, and you can't have me...wtf? seriously...19

<because i am not one to cry within a large group of sweaty guys, nor around living objects i will sustain from doing so at the present moment, however...you always told me:20

I LOVE YOU AND THAT'S ALL THAT MATTERS. IT WILL NEVER CHANGE.21

it is true. forever22

lets go somewhere else then...23