Curves - 2

May 141

Today has not gone as horrible as I thought it would. I figured I'd come home from school and cry myself to sleep because someone said something nasty, but surprisingly, it was decent. Tyrone, Wilson, and Stevie were being really nice to me today. I think its because they all have a thing for Lise. I could be wrong, but they all kinda drop jaws when she walks in the front door or downstairs or where ever the hell she's coming from. Doesn't matter, jaws drop and drool tends to drip. It's repulsive, but whatever floats their horny teenage boats, I guess. It seems that's how every single guy out there is. As much as I hate to admit it, all guys are horny teenagers with nothing else on their mind. Unless, they're those really quiet shy guys that you have to take the lead with. If there's one thing I learned from my sister, it was not to get involved with those kind of guys. She said that they were always needed some kind of assistance. I figure, she's gotta be right. I'm not gonna even try it. Anyways, I'm sure I'll write a shit load about guys that I don't wanna get involved with, so I'll write more about that shit, later. Right now, I think I'm gonna go downstairs and figure out what Jay and his friends are up to. Maybe I can chill again. I'll write more later. 2

Otto Shankle is the biggest asshole on the whole football team. He pissed me off and what really hurt me was that Jay didn't even say anything about it to him. That's what really pissed me off. My older brother was cool yesterday, but today doesn't feel like standing up to the quarterback. Fuck him. He can be such a dumbass, I swear. I love him right to death, but dayum. If you're gonna betray someone, don't do it to your family. That's just messed up. Then it gets held against you forever. At least in our family it does. We hold grudges for a long time. I remember the story my dad tells every year around Christmas. It involved him and his older brother when they were around the age of 10. He always makes sure to mention that his brother is now his best friend in the world and la de freakin' da! It's sickening how he makes it seem like things get better between siblings. It doesn't always happen like that. Shit changes. It's not like the old days. But, whatever. I'm done trying to analyze my father. At least for now, anyways. I'm gonna go to bed. I'm not feeling that hungry. I'm actually feeling a bit sick. I'll write tomorrow when I get the chance. 3

Daisy