Mistakes I have made in the past
Will never equate to what I have done
We built things back together
For me to push you away again
I'll wait the weeks I have to
While you start to veer away
This toxin in my blood will boil
Coursing through my veins
I am watching me falling
You look at me with disgust
I wish I could say I am sorry
Then again I have betrayed you
I should have listened when you said
The truth about my choice
Now I'll have to live with it
For better or for worse.
Author notes
Always have protected sex.
It comes back to haunt you.
and ruins everything.
Most importantly
Love yourself
You have more chance of surviving that way.
Blair
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You aren't the one who did the betraying. Be strong and write out this pain, I am sure soon enough things will make some show of repair and hopefully you will soon smile freely.
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I've always loved your poems and this one definitely portrays your pain well. I'm sorry that you're feeling this way and I'll take your advice in the authors notes
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"I wish I could say I am sorry."
I've been thinking about all those unnecessary apologies I've been handing out and I think your doing it as well (maybe?). If he doesn't love you for the beautiful person you are and looks at you with disgust, he's wrong...
If you did something to hurt him, ask for forgiveness, hun, and try to move on. That's the only way it's going to get better!
Beautiful poem!!!
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Aw Blair hun... in this situation the only person you could have betrayed is you not anyone else.
You are your own person and no one else's unless you are in a relationship then you both have to let each other know the pertinent information.
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