Cabin Fever {Part 2}

Trinity and Jay both lay silent on the sand. Jay looked across at Trinity, smiling.  1

He placed a hand on her bare skin, just beneath her breasts. She didn't move, except for placing her hand over his. She giggled "What?" Jay asked, a little annoyed that she'd broken the moment. "Your hand is trembling" she said, smiling. Jay snatched his hand back, and lay it at his side. Trinity grabbed it and kissed it, "Jay," she said, hesitating, waiting for him to look over at her, "can I tell you something?" "Yeah sure."2

"Tm sorry," she said as Jay rolled over, propping himself up on his elbow, "I'm not letting you in because even though I never admitted it to anyone..." She stopped. Jay just Jet her collect her thoughts, reminding himself to not provoke her. For reassurance though, he took her hand in his. She sighed and started talking again, "Corey hurt me. I was falling in love with him, and wanted to be his everything. To give him everything." She paused, rolling on her side to face Jay, his hand still clutching hers. She continued, “But he pushed too hard and I wasn’t ready for that, because he wouldn’t listen to me, to my reasons."3

She looked at Jay, “All I wanted was for him to love me, respect me and give me space and time if I needed it." Jay ran a hand through her hair, smiling at her. Trinity smiled. “Jay, hold me please.” Without hesitation, Jay wrapped his arms around her, reveling in the sensation of her bare skin against his. Pulling her closer to him, he ran his hands4

up her back and under the clasp of her bathers "Jay, no."5

"Why not?"6

"I just told you."7

'I know but I llo.." he stopped, before he could stumble on his words. Trinity was8

looking at him, searching for answers.9

"Jay?" He knew what she meant. There was some connection between them sometimes10

when words just didn’t need to be said.11

"I'm scared too Trinity. But I'm not him. I'll only go as far as you let me, as far as you12

want me too.”13

In reply she kissed him zealously. She grabbed his hand and directed his hand back up14

to her bathers clasp. He struggled to unclasp it. Trinity giggled. "Do you want some help15

with that?"16

“Um yeah,” he said laughing, “If you want me to touch you.” He said grabbing her breast through the material of her bathers.17

“I never said that. I just need to know that you’ll stop if I tell you too.”18

"I will. I promise.19

“Promise?20

"I don t wanna lose you Trinity, so there's no way I'm going to do anything to hurt you now."21

"Then stop talking. “she said, discarding her bikini top to the sand beside her and kissing Jay warmly. The feeling of their skin against each other's only intensified as they deepened their kiss, their tongues meeting through parted lips. Whilst still kissing Trinity, Jay was running his fingers across her breasts making them rise to attention. Trinity stopped him. “Jay, I don't feel comfortable doing this here.' she said, grabbing her bikini top. "Yeah I know. Do you wanna head back?"22

Trinity didn’t answer. She covered herself with her hands and turned from Jay to put her bikini top back on. This puzzled Jay because he had just been touching her skin and kissing her and now here she was turning away from him. “Trin,” he said affectionately, sitting up and edging closer to her, putting his hands on her back as he continued, "you don’t have to hide from me.” 23

“Yeah I do.” Trinity said, “I get carried away in the heat of the moment and then I feel ashamed."24

Jay sighed and tried to wrap his arms around her. She shrunk back. "Trin, how about we just go back to the cabin, get changed and go out for dinner. No strings attached."25

Sounds like a great idea, I really don t want to cook tonight. Jay kissed her softly on the forehead.26

'Do you trust me?" Jay asked, putting his shirt back on.27

"I trust you." Trinity said, standing up and collecting her bag. Jay stood up and Trinity took Jay’s hand affectionately. She was really beginning to trust Jay. He was so understanding and considerate. He was so real. Even as she was getting to know him in person, she found him to be the same guy he was online. Sweet, funny, caring and always considerate of other people's well being. 28

Jay snatched his hand back. Trinity was taken aback. “What’s a matter Jay?”29

"No strings attached, Trin.” Trinity stopped at the edge of the cabin drive. Jay kept walking unaware for a minute before stopping further up the drive. Trinity walked30

casually up to him. "How’s this for strings attached?" she said, kissing him hard, forcing31

her tongue between his lips to play with his tongue. Jay ended their kiss but had nothing32

to say. Trinity spoke up, "Jay, I'm falling in love with you and strings come attached."33

“I know. I want strings attached too." Jay paused, "Do you still want to go out for34

dinner?"35

"I'd rather stay in," Trinity said, squeezing Jay's hand, "and order take away."36

Jay laughed, smiling at 'Trinity. They went inside and couldn't keep their hands off each37

other. All thoughts of food when out of Trinity s mind when Jay kissed her hard on the38

lips. He grabbed her around the waist from behind, running his hands across the skin39

underneath her t-shirt. She squirmed at this touch. "Ooo," he said, rubbing his hands up40

and down her torso, “Have I found her sensitive area?”41

Trinity laughed and turned to kiss him. She took his hand between hers and held it for a moment, before leading him towards the bedroom. Jay was just a little excited. Trinity made him feel giddy inside. He wanted to know everything about her inside and out. Trinity lay down on the bed, letting go of Jay’s hand. “Trin, are you sure?”42

“Yep, I want to feel your hands on every inch of my skin.” 43

Jay sat on the edge of the bed, next to Trinity’s feet. He took of her shoes and began kissing her feet. He laughed when he got sand in his teeth. He kept kissing her, working his way up her legs. He skipped her intimacy and placed kisses across her stomach and hips. She was writhing in pleasure. Jay was pretty pleased with himself at finding Trinity’s most sensitive spot. He leaned up to kiss her, running his hands still along the sensitivity of her hips. Their kiss intensified, lasting for a few minutes before Jay broke away and smiled at her. “Trin.” He said questioningly and affectionately. Trinity laughed, “What’s with you calling me Trin?”44

“I like it. Don’t you?”45

“Yeah, its just that only my really close friends call me Trin.”46

“So what am I then, Trin?” Jay said, laughing.47

“My boy…” Trinity stuttered and knew she couldn’t get the rest of the word out. 48

“Well I guess since you’re my girlfriend, I must be your boyfriend.” 49

Trinity laughed, before kissing Jay softly and playfully. “Am I your boyfriend?” Jay asked with a teasing tone in his voice. “Jay.” Trinity said deflated. He smiled at her. “Sorry sweetie.” Trinity suddenly felt a rush of strangeness overcome her. She let loose and for a moment regretted what she let slip from her lips. “Jay do you love me?” 50

Jay was shocked. But smiled at Trinity. 51

“Trin,” he said, still smiling, “You’re so beautiful. I wish I could make love to you.”52

Trinity held out her left hand towards Jay, gesturing to him to look closer at her ring finger. “Do you know why I wear this ring?”53

“Well, I hope it doesn’t mean you’re already taken by someone at home.”54

Trinity smiled at Jay, feeling content. “No my heart is only taken by one.” She touched Jay’s cheek and kissed him softly. “So what’s the ring for?” Jay asked, a little wary. Trinity sighed. She’d never told anyone about why she wore the ring. It was a decision she made after dating Corey. “Its an abstinence ring.” She said, touching it with her fingers. Jay looked confused and felt stupid asking, “But what does that mean for you?”55

“It’s a promise to myself that I’ll save myself for marriage.” Jay was taken aback. He was speechless. Every minute more he spent with her, the more he loved her. He admired her as well now though. He just couldn’t believe how strong her convictions were. He was really becoming to love her more. “Trin, that is totally amazing. I wish I could change my past, so I could give myself to you and you only. Does my past upset you?”56

Trinity smiled, “I love you Jay.” She planted a kiss on his lips, which developed into a full on kiss. Trinity pushed back the bed covers and crawled in, beckoning Jay to do the same. He crawled in next to her and reached over to pull her close to him. Whilst holding her tight, running his hands across her skin, he told her he loved her and they fell in asleep in each other’s arms. 57

Jay woke early the next day. He watched Trinity for a while as she slept before getting up to surprise her by making pancakes for breakfast. He kissed her forehead and she squirmed, sighing in her sleep.  Jay had no trouble making the pancakes. They were his culinary specialty. He’d just put the first round of batter in the pan when Trinity surfaced from bed. She yawned and stretched, exposing her stomach. Jay turned to look at her, “Good morning beautiful,” he said, “I hope you like pancakes.” 58

Trinity breathed in deeply, “I love pancakes.” She said, sitting on one of the kitchen stools. Jay pushed a pancake on a plate towards her. She spread strawberry jam on it before eating it without haste. 59

“Jay,” she said, “what did you say before we went to sleep last night?”60

“Oh. Nothing why?” Jay swallowed. He knew what he’d said but wasn’t sure if he could repeat it now. Of course it was true but he was caught in the moment the night before and didn’t think he could articulate it now.61

“Oh, no reason. I just thought you said something important.”62

“No.” Jay said, turning back towards the stove to continue cooking the pancakes. 63

After their Sunday morning feast of pancakes Trinity headed off to the bathroom. Jay was about to get dressed when he spotted a note on his pillow. 64

It read:65

Shower now66

You & Me67

It didn’t take Jay a second to click on, as it occurred to him that he hadn’t heard the water start. He opened the bathroom door to find Trinity sitting on the edge of the toilet seat, completely naked. Jay stuttered. He had no idea what to say. 68

“What took you so long?” Trinity asked.69

“I, um, had to clean up the kitchen.”70

“Oh right,” Trinity said, standing up and stepping towards Jay. “Well, now that you’re here, I think we need to discard some items.”71

Jay most certainly didn’t need to be told twice. He was undressed in a flash. Trinity giggled. “It looks like someone is happy to be here.”72

Jay blushed, “Shut up.” He said. 73