Curves

May 131

Today's the worst day of my life! I'm 17 and my life is horrible. I'm a big fatty with very few friends. What a fucking life, right? I'm pretty sure my parents hate me and think my older sister, Lise, is great. She's 19 and a big fucking slut. She's slept with so many guys it's not even funny. How she got so pretty, I'll never know. She's always been the pretty one and it kills me to think that she's getting the boyfriends, she's getting the dates, she's getting the numbers when she doesn't deserve them! Inside, she's the biggest bitch and she doesn't care about anyone else except herself. My brother Jay is cool, though. He sides with me on a lot of shit. He's only a year older than me. I feel we should argue more than we do, but maybe I'm wrong. He loves me a lot and I know I should probably show him I love him more, but I never can get him away from his football buddies. They're always around the house. In fact, there are a few downstairs on the couch, watching TV. They rarely go home. I'm surprised they even know where they're houses are... Anyways, this isn't about them. It's about me! It's all about me and my feelings and my needs! That's why I started this journal. I, Daisy Devine, am going to start this journal thing and keep it to try and express the life and feelings of an obese 17 year old. I guess I better get downstairs. Jay wants me to come see something on the TV and he won't shut up until I do. I'll try and write before bed. If I don't, I'll write tomorrow or something. 2

I spent some time with my brother and his buddies. It wasn't half bad. They're all really cool dudes. They weren't mean or ignorant or anything! Surprisingly, they were sweet. They treated me good since Jay was there. Probably the only reason why, though. They'd probably act like dicks if they had the chance. I dunno, though. They're really good looking, but I know I'd never have a chance with any of them. Stevie Gathright, Wilson Acree, and Tyrone Hedges are the coolest ones that hang out at the house. They've always been cool with me. We're not exactly friends, but I wouldn't mind being friends with Stevie or Wilson. They're both really cute and really awesome. It's just wishful thinking, I suppose. Jay's lucky to have such great football buddies. He's lucky to have friends at all. I gotta call Mia here in a few. Then I'll probably get to bed. I got school in the morning and they're going over all the stuff we're gonna need to know for exams by the end of the month. Yippee. I'll write tomorrow. 3

Daisy