Becuase Of My Rage, My Love.

I sit at my window, staring.1

i think to myself "when is the next battle. How long with this truce last?"2

I await dawn as i was lookout tonight. Father is in the palace, boasting about his great war. I am sick of it. I am angry at how he could do this. he knows how much i love Alexandria, yet still he has to rage a war with her father. It has to stop!3

Another truce was called after the 'Battle of the Tide', we had victory but the truce was called to mourn the dead.4

The battle took place on the shores of The Sea Of Eternity. It was a ugly battle. I was, of cource, by fathers will, the captian of my regiment. It was so hard to go into battle agian, against my love's kingdom, but you know father. He is so stubborn! he will not quit until he has won or he has lost.5

I am so angry with him! I wish he would keel over in his palace. Then i would be king and i would put a stop to all this.6

What is that?7

i hear a noise!8

Oh, it's only Damien. He has brought me some bread and cheese. 9

it is calming to have company up here. You, my dear book of thoughts, are my one true friend, though. 10

I will talk to you later.11

Another battle!!!!!!12

I am putting an end to this. father wants to kidnap Alexandria. i will kill him tonight!13

I killed father. i choked him in his sleep. i made it look like he choked on some lamb. Tommorow is my coronation!14

I am King now! I have ended the war and asked Alexandria to be my queen. 15

Alexadria has accepted my proposal, we will be wed at dawn!16

Alexandria is so radiant with beauty i cannot take it. Should i tell her of what i did to father?17

I told Alexandria about father. She was enraged at me doing such a thing, and when she asked my why i told her18

"Becuase of my rage, my love" She went to tell the kingdom and i shut her up in a tower.19

She will not talk to me! I cannot take this! i will not let her out until she swears not to tell. 20

ALexandria killed herself!! My one love, gone. 21

she left me a note. it says:22

Because of my rage, my love.23

Tonight i take myself away from this place. Perhaps i will find a better life where this past number of days will not huant me.24