Opprobrium Synchronicity: Chapter One

I never really gave much thought to the term “Happy Ending”, I guess having an happy ending is Defined to the word “End” it’s sweet but bitter at the same time, it’s the same word they use in War when they say, “It’s come to an end” but the meaning can be confined in two very different definitions the first can be “It’s over we’ve won” or “We’ve lost the battle, the war”. 1

It’s also the same at people’s funerals “They have reached the end of there life”.
I always thought the word “Line” would be better use in that statement “They have reached the end of there line” it has a better catch to it because every line has to end at some point in reality, it’s just life don’t you love it. 2

But that’s not the point you see.. That’s actuary what I’m trying to say some people are really missing the whole point of it all because when they say “They’ve gone to a better place”, what they really mean is they start of again because at every end theirs a new beginning, around every corner there’s a new surprise.3

As corny as that all sounds you know I’m right, you might want to argue and disagree with me but in the end that’s what it all boil’s down too.4

By the way my names “Holly”, don’t ever call me “Polly” or anything else related to that I can not stress enough about that, well moving on anyway there’s a few descriptions to describe me.5

It's going to be funny to see what you think about me already and what you're going to think of me after this...If you ever get a chance to read this... Tell me anyway now that's proceed.6

I’m everything you ever wanted to be, I’m who they want me to be. I’m not any shorter then an average person should be and I’m not any taller then what my age group is, I don’t weigh tones and I’m not anorexic I sit perfectly in the middle. 7

That’s just say I’m your late night craving and your early morning obsession.
Hello, my name is Holly. And this is my new beginning.8

Well that’s start off like this I’m going to tell you some things that you all need to know or will eventually find out.9

One: People will lie to you during the duration of your whole life.
They'll lie about love, sex, relationships, jobs, futures, and especially high school.10

Two: Most people try to define themselves with their major degree’s, hair styles, how much money they can flash around, boyfriends and girlfriends, tattoos and piercing, new religions or even their stupid cars.11

Three: They all say you’ll find yourself in High School, find out what type of person you are, through your whole duration of High School you will be “Stereo typing” constantly and there is nothing you can do to change it.12

Four: All of these so called “Dreams” are a bunch of ball shit, in reality their really was no glass slipper like they portray in Cinderella, there’s no huge growing bean stalk in your garden patch at the back of you’re house just because you decided one day your going to plant a bunch of seeds.13

They make this shit up for little kids to rely on while their Mum’s are chatting up the cable guy in the Kitchen because there starving for attention that there tired hard working Husbands won’t provide constantly for them.14

We don’t really have dreams to rely on we have ambitions and goals because they are more reachable then “Dreams” will ever be, I got rid of my so called “Dreams” and filed them in an important compartment kept safe, locked up and put under a fancy title “Senile” and left it at that.15

Five: Technology is growing to overrated, you cant rely on it all you’re life its basically turning kids into zombies, mind dummying devices created by smart people to make them feel superior to everybody because somewhere, sometime in their life they were teased for either “Being a nerd” or “Being to stupid”.16

I don’t know what happen to “Hard labor” and “Learning things the hard way”, I guess that’s only for the kids in the poor countries and stuff., I recon those are the people who suffer the most because of are stupid government who I like to blame most of my problems on… It’s not my fault his so well Media raised that his an easy target.17

There you go there are “Five” important things you needed to know to make you’re way through life.18

Okay, now that I have explained these’s things let me tell you who I really am…. Since I know you’re dying to find out, well since my introductory was a bit fake… Okay so it was all fake but I did have a reason behind that whole issue, shall I call it.
That’s start with explaining the whole “Happy Ending”,
As beautiful as it sounds it doesn’t always go down that track, such as my “Happy Ending”, that’s just say my “Happy Ending” turned out to be a dud.19

A complete idiotic rejectable dud, the perfect words to describe my so called “Happy Ending”, yeah, I know I sound the total opposite to optimistic but once you hear my ending, you may think the same as I do.20

It was exactly on the day I was born… Well hypothetically speaking of course, it was on my 15th birthday the day I became a real teenager,
The year was 1988 and the month was April.21

So I guess my story starts in April 15th 1988, that’s take a trip down memory lane,
I recall standing near the coffee shop waiting for my friends and of course the love of my life.22

It was a mist of a day, traffic as tragic as always but the smell of fresh baked cakes from the coffee shop make it smell better, it gave a sort of sweet feeling in the air or maybe it was just my enthusiasm making everything around me seem more alive,
Yeah, that sounds more realistic doesn’t it?... Sorry off subject I do that these days.23

I decided to grab a bite to eat while I was waiting for the other’s, I walked into the small coffee shop and walked past the tables and chair’s scattered around neatly, watching as little kids nag there parents for certain types of food.24

As I waited in the small line that was forming I looked around and noticed how the coffee shop had a kind of home feel to it and the people that surrounded me seemed happy to a certain extent…Well while there kids were throwing fits and all.25

As the line shuffled forwards I took a step toward the ordering counter and looked at the waitress, her light brown thin layered hair sat perfectly on her head, her short fringe stopped just at the start of her thin eyebrows, she smiled toward me and I smiled back in a polite manner.26

Then I realized that it was my turn to order, I quickly picked up my feet and filled in the gap between us placing my arms on the counter, “Sorry, um… Can I please have a double chocolate donut and Strawberry milkshake please” I said, the waitress smiled at me and scribbled it down on her note pad.27

“Is that all” She asked, “Um… Yeah that’s all thanks” I said and smiled quickly at her, she smiled back and added the cost up, “That comes around to $4.50” she said and I pull out my tacky old wallet from my hand bag and pulled out a five dollar note and handed it to her, she took it and smiled opening up the cash register and placing my money into it and giving me back my change with my receipt. 28

“You’re change is $0.15c” she dropped the small coins in my hand and smiled, “A waitress will come with your food, may I ask where you would be sitting?”… “Oh I’ll be sitting outside today thanks” I said, “Lovely thank you and have a pleasant day” she smiled one last time as I turned around to walk back outside.29

I put my hand in the pocket of my jeans and dropped my change in there, I’d deal with that later I thought as I walked outside, I sat in an empty chair near a little garden display and examined it, I noticed how the flowers were all different colours such as red and purple to pink and yellow. 30

It was a beautiful sight to see with all the green foliage around like the leaves that turned green to yellow to a sort of brownish colour when they die, the way the wind softly blows them around without a care or any sign of doubt.31

I was memorizing the flower structure when a voice interrupted my concentration, “Excuse me miss, but here’s your Donut and Strawberry Muffin” she said politely placing both the items in front of me, “Oh… Uh thank you” I say and give a small smile back snapping fully back into reality.32

I looked down at my food for a few minutes then look back up to ask a question to the waitress… But she was gone, all well I picked up my Milkshake and placed the straw in my mouth and took a couple of sips.33

It tasted sweet and delicious, kind of mouth watering I placed the Milkshake down to attack my Donut the chocolate topping looking irresistible like ever I picked it up and brought it up to my mouth, slowly then suddenly I saw something I was quite sure of what it was… Was it a mouse? I looked at the flower pot anxiously wondering if it was what I thought it was.34

Then suddenly there was a high pitched squall and so many other noises, voices, screams, crashing then as I look up in the direction stunned, my eyes widened as I soon see a flying object coming towards me, I froze I couldn’t even close my eyes… yet alone move a single muscle in my body…“Holly” a beautiful panicked stricken voice screams at me, I snap out of my frozen state… The voice I always respond to.. Quickly I look over to the person that called my name so franticly.35

“Frank” I whisper looking at him in the distance, he looked blurry but I knew that look, it was the look of devastation, then I could feel myself being lift off the ground and wind blowing all around me, like somebody was carrying me away…hearing the air soften as I flew through it, then everything started to come down… Literally, I heard everything as one loud bang! I knew the table I was sitting at was gone.
Everything around me was flying I knew it, but the worse of all was when I hit the ground, I felt my head smash against the pavement and then again like I was being flung around like a bouncy ball, in the hands of a little kid, the pain seemed mild, I was panicked, expecting the worse, there was just a little stinging pain through my body, I couldn’t see anything my eyes were rolling in the back of my head.36

Pitch blackness was what I saw and that scared me even more, What could happen if I couldn’t see it?... Then I finally stopped moving, everything suddenly stopped moving and I was still, firm in my position, my eyes rolled in the back of my head for what seemed like awhile and then I finally got them to roll forwards, I closed my eyes shut for a few moments then slowly but carefully reopened them.37

I saw the worse thing even since when they released scary moves, right in front of my face inches away, there lay his body over mine, I couldn’t breath I felt overwhelmed there lay in front of me a face… I didn’t recognize this face but who would the way it looked.38

Eyes cold, dead!, blood flowing from it everywhere I felt physically sick now, I was half in conscience and half in reality, it was a twisted pot to be, I couldn’t feel my body at all, his weight crushing my already battered up body.39

His eyes seemed half popped out… Or was that just me hallucinating? The blood slowly dripped from his forehead down his cheek and like a tear drop landed into my slightly opened mouth… The taste was horrible, indescribable and then I totally freaked out… Slowly loosing my mind I started to blacken out again until I felt nothing… I was gone.