just a rant...

OK Well this isnt much of a story It is just a rant on how I feel right now.  OK...Well I think the main reason I am typing this is because I know a special someone will end up reading this...not so sure if thats a good thing or a bad thing, nonetheless, here it goes...1

Well, I have this really good friend. I mean really good. We always hang out and everything like that.  It just so happens that he is a guy so I guess it is an easy thing for people to talk about.  He fell into their little games and it just ends up that he asked me out.  Well stupid me, I don't answer the poor kid because I am simply afraid of loosing a great friend.  Yeah, Yeah, I get the whole 'well you guys will still be friends thing, what is there to worry about thing' and all that jazz...I just really don't know if I want to take that risk...anywhoo...I know that I really like the boy but now I don't want to do anything.  I am just very confused and haven't got a clue what to do...I like being friends but I keep thinking that I want it to be more than just friends but then I know that I cant really do that. I'm not sure.  Alot of my friends tell me to...break the barrier and just kiss the kid...haha...Yeah...Right...I guess that is all I will rant about right now...argh...2

...i hate boys...no I dont...argh...3

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  • dragonzfly714
    May 27, 2005
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    Just note that I didn't say anything about kissing, just half of my friends say that we do stuff anyway (which we dont) and they tell us to kiss, its weird...I dont know. My one friend, lets say her name is yeah...Well yeah tells me all the time to kiss him when i get the chance but yeah doesnt get the point...NO...argh i havent got a clue what i am doing i think im justbored...


  • Ashlend
    May 26, 2005
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    I don't know if you're both adult for it but if you like him so much then you need to tlak to him. Tell him how you feel and that you don't want to loose the friendship you have already. You don't have to kiss and have sex just becasue you're together because haveing a relationship with someone you love means their your best friend; if you don't want to hug and kiss all over him then don't and hopefully he gets the idea. Just tell hi you don't want to loose the friendship behind the togetherness of it all...
    I hope it works out for ya^_^