Nobody

alone in a room where only i can see the light,1

wishing that i would be saved.2

But no one can hear my on going crys tonight,3

I lye alone, broken and insane.4

I want to be held close to your heart,5

Instead of being isolated from your eyes.6

I want to know the feelings you have,7

Instead of hiding them deep inside.8

I'm just an outcast from afar,9

yet it feels sometimes you let me in,10

Sometimes i feel as though i touched your heart,11

But then reality kicks in.12

You cannot bear to look at my eyes,13

As though I'm a sight the burns your insides.14

You push me away as though i don't matter,15

But deep inside you want to know me.16

I've taken enough of chasing you around,17

I'm not some lost child that you can pick up and put down,18

I have feelings to,19

But most of all they were for you.20

Now i have realised I'm a nobody to all,21

I frustrate and upset you.22

I anger you all the more,23

Deep inside i wanted to make you see the real me.24

The real me has feelings,25

The real me is not who you see,26

The real me cannot cry in front of you.27

The real me was happy being me.28

Now i will be lost amongst the on-turning world,29

Wanting to be loved, just pushed away instead.30

You shield yourself from me as a whole,31

But now i am gone, you've got no-one to hold.32