To Feel It Break

She looked stunning, he was speechless by the sight of her. The sweet sounding music filled the air, as she walked down the long aisle, bouquet of pale pink roses and baby’s breath rested in her delicate hands. She could not help but smile at the thought that they had finally made it. 1

As she walked down the aisle of the church, her arm intertwined with Charlie’s, she looked around at the people that filled the aisles. Everyone was there, and smiling. Some were smiling a happy a joyous smile, others were putting on a fake one to hide their true feelings about this day. 2

She pulled her gaze from those around her, and placed them on the man she loved. Edward. He stood there, waiting patiently for her, smiling his crooked smile that made her heart melt. His bronze hair glistened in the light of the candle filled church. He wore a black tux, that only caused him to become even paler. But she loved it. 3

When she reached the front of the church, she turned to Charlie. Tears shined like diamonds in his eyes. “I knew this day would come someday. But I didn’t think I would lose you so soon,” he whispered, before raising her veil. “I love you Isabella.” He then hugged her, as if she was never coming back.4

“I love you too Dad,” she whispered back. A strange feeling came over her. She realized the strange truth in his words. He was losing his daughter. Tomorrow night she was going to cross over the line of life and death, and become on of the Children of the Night. 5

The thought of this caused her to cry, it was what she wanted, to be young and beautiful forever. To be unbreakable and powerful. But most important of all, to be with Edward forever. But there still was a side of her that didn’t want it. The part of her that wanted to stay human, to have children and grow old and die. 6

She pushed that side away. “Not tonight,” she thought, “I have chosen my fate. That road is gone.” She looked to Edward, and joined him. Emmett began to talk about love and life as Bella and Edward looked lovingly into each others eyes. Seth Clearwater looked on from where he sat.7

The rest of the pack was watching, he could feel it. But that didn’t matter, all that did was Jacob was watching. And Seth could feel every emotion and hear every thought that plagues Jacob.8

Jacob Black felt his heart break as he watched the love of his life slip away into the hands of his mortal enemy. He didn’t have anything personal against Edward, and he knew Edward had nothing against him, but it was the roles that they had been born into the caused them to feel this extreme loathing toward each other. And the fact that they both loved Bella didn’t help that either.9

Jacob watched as Bella and Edward sealed their promise with a kiss, and as they walked happily down the aisle. He hit the lowest point in his life at that moment. His heart had been torn out and burned. 10

Bella looked around at the spectators once again, and her eyes fell on Seth Clearwater. She knew Jacob was watching and how he must be feeling. 11

A part of her was gone, like the hole in her chest had been reopened. Her Sun was gone.12