I don’t even know what to say to you anymore. Isn’t stability correct? The way you’re acting, not at all.1
Change shouldn’t be this hard. But breaking the firm ties of an old battered rope that once refused to let go, poofed out of sight. It’s like you completely forgot everything. Did you fall and hit your head or something? Because you’re fricking acting like it. 2
You know, there are so many things in life that make you stronger by first weakening you. Like illness, a habit, a phobia…. If I come out a tough, solid, steel ball of fricking strength, I will thank you. If I collapse, it’s all your fault.3
I had a 4
Thought once that5
You could have6
Liked the way things were.7
The best times of our lives are 8
New and unfamiliar. 9
Kids should be happy.10
11
Not this way. That's not how I feel. That’s not how I feel. 12
All you have to do is prove it. This may make you mad. But you have to push that aside and DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. Sitting there angering yourself, and me, and everyone else is not going to fix anything. Start now. This is an open door.
Author notes
DON'T. It's so much more than you think. Don't even try.
Comments
-
I like how you ended it with:
"This is an open door."
And I won't ask about what these parts mean to you personally because I know what you mean. Things I write go so much deeper inside of me than people should ever know. Maybe that's why I write.
Anyways, I really like how each entry is different and captures the personality of who ever it is rather than what's happening. Interesting style.
Adding your comment:
