My eyes filled like bright blue pools with tears,
My mouth quivered and teeth trembled,
I was speachless and unable to move.
I thought about what had just happend,
Unable to believe that it was real,
So many times I had heard of it,
But never in a million years,
Would I have though it would be me.
All the stories I had been told,
But never did I think they would be reality.
After years of knowing him,
And 6 months of dating,
Followed by a month of friendship,
But he still found it in him to do it,
He gained my trust then shattered it,
He ripped out my heart and threw it down,
He got me thrown out of my house,
And ruined my life forever.
I hope he is happy that I will never trust again,
That my family shuns me for his mistake,
For the rest of your life I hope you remember,
Remember my screams and pleads to stop,
Remember how vicious you were,
How unwanted it was and how bad it hurt me.
Was sex really worth it to you?
You knew I wanted to wait,
I knew you did not,
That is why we broke up in the first place,
Never in my life did I think you would do this,
Turn your back on me and take it no matter what,
You are the reason I did not wait,
I had no choice but to cave in to you,
Sometimes in life you make decisions...
And I would rather be raped than shot,
So I lost it all to you.......
But now that it is done....
I would I would have taken the gun. 1
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Men who do this kind of thing deserve to be shot. It happend to my fiancee, and I still want to murder the asshole. Every day I regret not doing more to him than I did. This was a wondeful expression of it, great job.
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wow really sad.... i just don't know what to say
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Yeah...that kind of thing scars you for life
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wow. i don't know what to say.
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This is more like a poem if you ask me. Anyway, this story seems to have a hidden meaning, some kind of feeling, from deep with in. (Great job!)
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Jade that was really good.
Sad but amazing. You did an awesome job and you were brave to be able to write about it. 
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Beautifully written
That's some really good writing.
Quite scary. I mean...
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