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Why are we here? Is there some kind of huge universal purpose or task for us, as human beings, to accomplish, or are we just purely science? Why do we have emotions? I know that they're chemical reactions and imablances in the brain, but since you created us, why are they there? They don't make us more efficient, they hold us back in many ways, even though they give life meaning. I guess what I'm asking is are we just matter or does this all count? Will the world ever end? I know that the earth will still be here, but will life for everyone ever end? Why do horrible tragedies happen? I mean I know they make us stronger and teach us lessons and things like that, but if nothing bad ever happened then we wouldn't need tp learn anything, I suppose. Maybe I'm wrong though. That's whay I'm asking. Why do we get the lives that you give us? Do you put all of the people and things that happen in our lives for a reason, or is it just luck of the draw. I believe in fate, but I really have no idea. What happens in the afterlife? I refuse to believe that there isn't one, so I would like a run-down of how all of that works. Do we have past-lives? I think we do, but I'd like to know for sure. Do you have a plan, or are you just a spectator? What is your plan for me? Or do I have to live it and just find out along the way? If you have a plan, please help me find it in myself to understand it. I'm sorry for ever being angry with you or doubting you, but now I see that I have to have a little bit of faith that everything happens for a reason, no matter how painful. Just know that I am so grateful for my life. I trust you, I hope you trust me.