I am... Resolved. To waiting. To watching. To loving.1
To this.2
I have this... Feeling. That it will work. That it will last. That it will happen.3
That this is it.4
I have learned to read her. Well. A few days ago I told my best friend that if I were to be with this girl I would have to wait through a relationship that was forming. I was right. She can read me as well. She has noticed when I go into my own little world. How my eyes are the first thing that come back. The way my eyes greet those I'm talking to when I get back. She also noticed how when I think about her in my world, I have a different look than any other topic. How I look at her with a different view than any other person I'm close too.5
I am terrified at my own feelings. What does this mean. How is it that I am willing to wait? That I am willing to watch. That I am willing to love. Even when she is with someone else. How can I do this? How can I accept that she will be with someone else, even though I know together we could work?6
I am resolved. And I am waiting.
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??? Don't set yourself up for more hurt, buddy.
You say you have to wait through a 'forming relationship'? Just tell me now if you mean she's with someone else, or what, and I'll quit bugging you, aight? -
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its hard to explain dude. And it's kinda stupid of me to be doing this.
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Blah blah, shut up and talk already!
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its just this girl I've been spending most of my time with whom I've fallen head over heals for....
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Oooh? Spill!!!
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we can talk about it when I come to visit....hopefully it will be within the month...and I doubt anything much will change until then
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