Earlier today, after I had grabbed my stuff from L---'s house, I was standing at the bus stop waiting for bus 45. It was a very sunny beautiful day in Alaska, and the bus was late. But that turned out to be just fine. I was holding the Silent Hill Origins game, and this girl asked me what it was. I told her it was a game for the PS2. So we talked for a little bit, and she told me her name and I told her mine. 1
"My name is L---."2
"My name is M---."3
"I'm a Libra."4
"I'm an Aquarius."5
So we shook hands and I told her my birthday and everything. She complimented my hair, and I complimented hers. Then something changed.6
"I did my hair myself," she said.7
"Oh yeah?"8
"Yeah, I'm depressed and I'm a cutter, so I cut my hair instead of my arms." She then lifted up her sleeve so I could see the scars.9
"Well," I said. "That works."10
"Yeah, it grows back," she said, laughing.11
So we talked a little bit more about it. She told me that she was at a hard time in her life and everything was going wrong.12
I could relate to this. 13
The way she said it made me feel sad for her. So I gave her a hug and said I was sorry. After about 15 seconds of hugging her, she finally let go and she started crying. 14
"Pray for me," she said. 15
"I will," I said, nodding.16
"Because I am on a dead mission." This statement kind of baffled me.17
So as she was walking away, she turned back to be. 18
"Here," she said. "Will you take this?" She held out a tiny Burger King toy in the shape of the Hulk.19
I held out my hand and said yes.20
"Don't throw this away, I really like this toy. Never throw it away."21
I nodded.22
So she gave me the toy, and walked away.23
And I won't throw it away.24
What compells a person to tell a complete stranger something so personal? I had never met this girl in my life, and possibly I will never see her again. Maybe they just want someone to know not just who they are, but WHAT they are. I really don't know.
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well except for that other girls problems and all
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<3
Aw that is so sweet [:

