Insomnia-pt. 31

After my mom leaves for court, I head over to Damien's place.  He answers the door and lets me in.  We sit on his couch and watch Fuse, make out for awhile and start to watch Pirates of the Caribbean.  I curl up next to Damien and lay my head on his chest.  He puts his arm around my shoulder.1

I kiss his jaw and he faces me, kissing me again, starting one kiss before ending the first one.  I smile, feeling my cheeks get hot.  This was always the thing that I giggled about before getting interested in boys, the things that scared me and grossed me out before, I was now doing.  It was strange but exciting.2

Alex was going to flip.3

His fingers skate across my stomach and I giggle.  He kisses my neck and I feel his hand curl around my breast.  A bolt of panic shoots through my veins.4

"Wait!"  I shout.5

He sits up and stares at me, "s'wrong?"  He asks.6

I can tell he's bummed, "we just need to hold it a little."  I say breathlessly.  I didn't want to stop but at the same time, I knew that I had to.  "I'm sorry," I add.7

He smiles and kisses my forehead, "it's alright.  If you're not ready for it then you're not ready for it."  He tells me.  8

I nod and suggest that we go over to Alex and Jordan's house.  We drive over and knock on the door, Alex answers with a glass of orange juice in her hands.  She lets us in and we sit down, she has Otep playing and I tap my foot with the drums.    9

I see her staring at me softly for a minute, and clears her throat.  "'Rach, can I talk to you for a sec?"  I nod and my stomach turns cold.  We tell Jordan and Damien to chill downstairs for a minute and I follow her into the bathroom.  She closes the door and faces me, "OK, spill."10

I raise an eyebrow at her, "what?"11

She rolls her eyes and pulls me to the bathroom mirror, there's a HICKEY on my neck.  "That."  She says with a small grin.  12

I see myself blush furiously in the mirror, "I-uh-it-hmm-well..." I sputter.  13

Alex chuckles, "when did you get it?"  She asks.14

I shrug, "probably today...uh, things got a little-intense."15

Her face drops, "you didn't-"16

"No, no we didn't.  But we almost did, kinda sorta...I stopped him."  She looks as though a huge weight has been lifted off of her shoulders and she smiles.  "You didn't honestly think I would sleep with him did you?"  I ask quietly, afraid that Damien can hear.  "I mean, he's my boyfriend and everything but, I'm definately not ready for THAT kind of commitment.  Plus...I'm afraid."  I add, blushing.17

She grins and hugs me, laughing gently, "it's alright, let's go before he thinks we abandoned him."  She says.  I nod and we go back downstairs, into the living room where Jordan and Damien are still listening to music patiently.  18

I sat down next to Damien on the couch and put my arm around his waist.  He rested his arm on my shoulder and I shook some hair down to hide the hickey.  I wonder how long it will take for it to go away...19

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ok, this is a really bad chapter but it's just something stupid that i put together for the hell of it...

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  • BlackBloodyRose
    February 21, 2006
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    pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

    lol i ant more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is osm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MOREMOREMOREMOREMOREMOREMOREMORE!!!!!!

  • NotMyShadeOfGray
    June 23, 2005
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    something happened after i wrote this part and alex and i decided not to write anymore for it...sorry


  • illegalfairy
    June 23, 2005
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    i was just clicking through my favorites and reading the stories that i like and it hit me....WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO ADD MORE TO THIS STORY?!?!?! lol i hope you do intend to add a wee bit more...
    ~later~
    sry to bug ya

  • spasticloser
    May 25, 2005
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    man..i just can't get enough of this story...any idea how long it's gonna be? i hope it goes on for ever and ever..lol..I love the fact that Damien said he'd wait if she wasn't ready..that makes him a great guy..i hope all that works out..keep rockin!

  • illegalfairy
    May 15, 2005
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    hehehe gotta love the innocence. lol this was great. I really like this. lol kinda reminds me of me if i ever went to my friend paiges house with a hickey. but yeah Great job and plz add more soon.
    ~later~

  • love me always
    May 13, 2005
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    not a bad chapter..jus bad tht u stopped it where u did!!! hickey lol..i got so grounded for tht las year..couldnt see my (now EX) bf for like 2 weeks..muh mom wasnt very happy..i had mono at the time to..go figure..newayzz..i love this....moreeeeeee!! blessed b..sha

  • Suicide Girl 169
    May 12, 2005
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    lol,this is not a bad chapter! i love it! i'll try and work on mine sometime soon, but i'm gonna be busy today and this weekend so *shrugs*. anyway, a hicky usually takes about 3 days to a week to disappear, depending on how big it is and how hard the guy sucked. just thought you might like that info because i would know, right? lol! anyway, i'll catch ya later. love ya hun!
    ~Alex


  • BlooQKazoo
    May 12, 2005
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    hehehe not bad promise ya! i know id have the same concern as alex actually lol and im glad you wrote more coz ive been waiting and its been torturing me lmao cool chapter WRITE MORE love ya
    polly


  • MisJudged
    May 11, 2005
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    wow. that was awesome. i mean, they almost had sex practacilly, shes still a virgin right? thats awesome though. well this chapter is great, ill be waiting for the next!
    ttyl
    Allie

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