'Til The Day I Die

Love is blind, until it catches you; wraps around you like a blanket; hits you like a tonne of bricks.1

I didn't mean too.
I didn't know what was happening.
I didn't think that it could happen to me.
I didn't mean to fall in love with you.2

Every-time I see you, I can't help smiling.
I find myself waiting a whole day, just to spend a few minutes alone with you.
It's like my whole existence didnt mean anything until you arrived, and now that I've found you, I don't want to let you go.3

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But then I see you with her, and I can't help myself.5

I can't stop myself from thinking the worst.6

I know you never returned my feelings; you never knew.7

But something inside me stirs, and now I can't let it be.8

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That girl.10

Why her?11

Was there no one else?12

Yes, there was. But you just weren't looking my way.13

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The tears start flowing.15

I just can't help it.16

There are so many things I can't control.17

I just wish, wish that that was me instead of her.18

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You look my way.20

A confused expression on your face.21

That girl; she turns too.22

And then I relize why you chose her.23

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She's beautiful, and I know I can never measure up.25

But that doesn't matter now.26

You're walking towards me.27

But I start to turn around, and now suddenly, I'm running.28

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My thoughts are everywhere.30

I Hear you calling my name.31

But I don't care.32

You're with her, and I'm left alone.33

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Your much too good for me.35

I see that now.36

But if I had one wish,37

I would just want to make you happy.38

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I left that day.40

I'll never see him again,41

although I'll never forget him.42

I'll love him 'til the day I die.43