Finally Smiled Part2

(to understand what is going on, i suggest you read part 1.)1

A week later, they went somewhere together. Hoping things would get better, she went happily. “I love you” he told her many times that night. “I love you too.” she would say back and mean it. 2

“You love me, right?” he’d ask her all the time.3

“Of course.” she’d say back, acting surprised he’d ask.4

“Would you do anything for me?” 5

“…Yes” she’d say back hesitantly.6

“When you going to let me then?” he’d ask with such attitude.7

“I’m saving my self.” Realizing she made a mistake by saying that just by the way his face went she gets quiet and looks down.8

In a loud voice now. 9

“For what?! Someone you love?! HELLO!? Do you love me or not. Prove so if you do.” He would scream. “Prove it!!"10

“How?!” she’d ask thinking I shouldn’t have said that. 11

“Fuck me.” It was a command.12

“Baby, please don’t do this.”13

“Fuck me.” another command with more anger.14

“Baby!! Stop it.” Now in tears.15

“What did I tell you BABY? WHAT THE FUCK DID I JUST TELL YOU?!” He now yelling.16

Crying now, she doesn’t know how to react. He grabs her. She struggles to get away, but knowing if she makes a sudden move, he would leave her. Her not ready to give up her virginity, or the one she loves, she’s stuck in the middle. 17

“Fuck me…” he whispers in her ears. 18

“No.”19

He gets that evil face he always gets every time they are together, and she knows she’s going to get what she deserves. He pushes her down, forcing her to grab him. She pushes him away from her and covers her head. He grabs her arm and twists it forcing her off the ground and turned her back toward him. Him pulling down at her skirt, and her trying to get away, but every move she made it’d hurt her.20

He was slipping his hands up her skirt, and smiling. “STOP!!” she’d yell at the top of her lungs. “No” he’d say it like he owned her. She cries harder. He forces her down. It was dark out and he slams his elbow on a rock. He blames her and hits her. Ignoring that he hit her, he starts at her skirt again, he pushing and punching. Every time she hit him, he swing right back. So she just tried to struggle pulling away from him to run. She knew he was faster then her, and she wouldn’t get away, but if she could get away to where people might be, she could not get hurt.21

He had her skirt off by now, and was working on holding her down and getting his pants down. “Do it.” he told her. 22

“No.” 23

He hit her. 24

“Do it” 25

She’d say no again, and get hit again. She could feel her face swelling. 26

“DO IT!” 27

Shaking and crying she unzips his pants. She gets up, and tries to run. He grabs her and slams her down. She felt like a prisoner. He started punching her stomach, her face, and her legs. Kicking her and screaming “Hoe! Slut! Whore!” She had no strength left to cry. She just laid there. Still. Didn’t attempt to get away again. “I love you” he would say right after he realized he’s hurt her.28

“This will make us stronger.” he’d tell her. “We’ll be together for ever.” Kissing her neck. Being gentle now. “I promise.” He starts licking her ear, biting her lips, squeezing her breasts, touching her places she would never allow. Forcing her to do things she wanted to refuse. By midnight, she had been raped, beaten, and scared for the rest of her life. When it was all over, he kept saying “I love you. It was the best thing for us” She’d say “I love you too.” 29

She never said anything to anyone. 30

(To be continued)31