Hiding from that smile, from knowing the feeling of happiness. Smiling for no reason at all, looking, taking little glances for the hope of a smile or even the raise of an eyebrow.1
With a stupid grin plastered to my face I cuddle you more. Clinging to you just in case I can have one more kiss before we part.2
A touch on the back, on the neck, on the arm, a brush across as we move past the other... just sends me into bliss.3
I deserve this feeling, I know I do. I keep smiling, refusing to take the smile from my lips nor let the feeling of happiness leave my heart.4
It's been a while since I felt like this.5
I want to put in into a jar, keep on my bedside, keep it forever and never let it fade. But sadly, not all things last.6
I begin to wonder...7
How long will it be until the other moves on? Things don't last forever, as much as I would want it to, I can't drag it out forever...
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a small piece about my feelings.
i cant quite explain them, ill rewrite this at some point...
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