Today I Fell [Excerp/CONTEST ENTRY]

You can't have been asleep an hour when you wake up because there's a loud banging on the wall adjoining to the next room. You're incredibly annoyed that it's spoiling your sleep and you sit up to yell at them to shut the fuck up.1

But then you hear something else. A very loud outcry. A very loud male outcry. Then another. Another, then an aroused, half-moan, half-shout of, 'Phoenix!'2

Your blood runs cold. You'd completely forgotten that Phoenix was next door. You listen hard, and you begin to hear Phoenix's answering moans.3

'Brad...'4

He was fucking Brad. You choke. You stand up and pull on your jeans, and pace the room, trying to think about how much you love Mike and push the sudden jealousy to the back of your mind.5

Mike is out cold on the bed. He looks gorgeous, peaceful.6

You decide not to disturb him. Despite everything that's happened and your secret promise to yourself not to go near Phoenix, you pick up a shirt and pull it on, and you tiptoe out of the room, closing the door softly behind you, not forgetting to pick up the keys to the room as you go. To your surprise, the door to Phoenix's room is slightly open, so you peek through the door.7

Brad's clutching the headboard, knelt up on his knees, moaning like a whore. He's got bruises rising on his back, and your eyes travel down to see blood around Phoenix's fingernails where he's holding on and digging into Brad's hips. Phoenix who is now fucking Brad so hard that you think that Brad's skinny body might break. The way the headboard slams against the wall only adds to how disconcerting the image is. Phoenix thrusts in hard. Brad cuts off his own scream by biting his lip so hard that you see the blood, and Phoenix leans down and bites down on Brad's shoulder. If it hadn't been for your personal experience, you would've thought that Phoenix was raping Brad.8

Phoenix isn't totally selfish. He reaches a hand around, and starts jerking Brad off in time with his thrusts. In the back of your mind, you're completely freaked out. You've done this with Phoenix, the first night that you were with Phoenix he gagged you and fucked you so hard that you bled. And not to mention, he choked you. You told him to do whatever he liked so long as he didn't bruise you.9

You're completely worried by the fact you're watching and not curled up next to Mike like you should be.10

You're even more worried that when Phoenix comes with a shout, and Brad has his own orgasm shortly after, that you've gotten hard.11

There's not much post-sex cuddling. There's a cigarette - you didn't even know that Brad smoked! - and a bit of groping before Brad gets dressed. He smiles at Phoenix, then heads for the door. And you realise, you're trapped. You're in for it. You're discovered.12

The door is flung completely open, and Brad beams at you. 'You're so in the shit.' He grabs your chin and kisses you before stalking off down the corridor. You're amazed he can even walk after the way Phoenix just hammered him (quite literally).13

'Come in, Chester,' Phoenix calls, still naked, the sheets up over his hips. You cautiously step forward and close the door fully behind you. 'I saw you watching.'14

'I'm sorry,' you stutter, hugging yourself fearfully. You don't even know why you're afraid, really. Phoenix wouldn't hurt you. Would he? 'I - I - '15

'You didn't do what I said tonight, Chester. I'm really disappointed in you. That's why I had to call Brad. I was so hard, and so ready to fuck you.' He really does sound disappointed, and it really hurts for some reason. 'Sit down.' Phoenix gestures at the edge of the bed and you obey instantly. 'So I had to fuck Brad instead. But I've had him so often before, Chester, and I was really looking forward to you tonight. I wanted that gorgeous mouth of yours sucking me off.'16

What he says is so appealing that it almost kills you. He reaches out and rubs his hand up the top of your thigh. You don't dare to talk. 'I really hope you understand how disappointed I am. Are you going to make it up to me, Chester?'17

You nod wordlessly. He continues. 'You're going to let me fuck you right now, aren't you, Chester?'18

You nod again. You're so hard it hurts. What the fuck is wrong with you? Everything is so perfect with Mike, but you can't bring yourself to turn Phoenix away. You can't bring yourself to just stop. You want Phoenix to fuck you the way he was fucking Brad.19

'Did you like watching me?' You nod again. 'Brad's very good. He takes it so well.' Another nod. 'Did you like it when he kissed you? You loved it because it was so unexpected... I bet you'd love for him to use those lips on your cock.'20

Phoenix hasn't talked this much to you before; he didn't really appear to be into dirty talk. But apparantly he is, and you're really, really liking it. You choke up and nod again. 'I bet you'd love him to suck you off while I fucked you.'21

Oh dear sweet god. That idea is so good, and it's killing you to think of Mike. 'Take your clothes off, Chester, then come here,' he pats his lap.22

You comply immediately, standing and shedding them onto the floor before straddling Phoenix's lap. 'Dirty whore,' Phoenix sneers. 'Look at you. Look at how hard you are.' He slaps you across the face. It stings and you recoil. 'Filthy fucking whore. You've just had some of the most amazing sex in a long time with your boyfriend and you still come here and watch me fuck Brad, then you're hard thinking about him. Brad's got such a good ass that you never noticed before and he's a good kisser and you wish that he would screw you or suck you off. But right now it's my cock you want. You want me to choke you. You want me to dig my nails into your hips and make you bite your lip so hard that it bleeds. You wished whilst you were watching that you were Brad.' 23

He looks like he's going to kiss you, but instead he kisses your neck, then says in a soft, sultry voice, 'But I can't mark you, Chester, can I? Poor Mike, if I mark you, he'll find out what you've been doing behind his back whilst pretending to be as perfect as he is.'24

You whimper, distraught. You want everything he's just described and you know he's right and that he can't mark you or your relationship with Mike is over. You try to distract yourself from his hands running over your ass and ask, 'Are you and Brad...'25

'No, god no. He's got Rob trailing at his heels all the time, that keeps him entertained.'26

'Rob and Brad are - '27

'Occasional fuck-buddies when Brad's feeling friendly enough. Rob is hopelessly in love with him though.'28

'I...' You don't understand how on earth this has gotten so complicated. 29

Suddenly, he hits you and repeats, 'You're such a fucking dirty, disgusting whore.' He grabs your ass and squeezes tightly. 'I don't understand how you fuck so many people and still keep so tight.'30

'I - two! Two people!' You protest, hurt by the accusation. 'You and Mike! That's it in the past few weeks!'31

'It'll be Brad soon, too,' Phoenix reminds you. 'Now. Do you want to get fucked?'32

'I - I - yes,' you admit shamefully. He hits you again, then grips your cock so tightly that it hurts. You whimper, half in pain and half from the pleasure. Phoenix shoves you down on your back, then sits away. You stare at him in confusion. 'Well go on, then. Hands on the headboard.' He rolls his eyes at you, and then you understand. You put your hands on the headboard and sit on your knees, the same way Brad was.33

A sharp sting suddenly runs through your body and it takes you a moment to realise that Phoenix spanked you. You let out a low gasp. 'Do you like that?' Phoenix murrs. You whimper in response and he smacks you again. This time, it makes you moan. He continues to hit you, over and over in the same place until you're reduced to a shivering wreck. 'You're so nasty...'34

He's clearly had enough of the spanking, because abruptly, he's trailing his tongue from the base of your spine right up your body to the top. 'You taste gorgeous...'35

'Ohfuck!' You slip and fall against the headboard, whimpering, and whilst you're getting over the feel of his tongue going up your spine, you can hear him rustling around. You hope he's getting the lube and the condom; you know he's not cruel enough to do it without lube unless you specifically ask for it.36

You were right. He was getting prepared. You steady yourself on the headboard, and when you can feel him pressing against you, teasing you, you decide to take control. Just slightly. You push your hips backwards sharply and moan. He spanks the other cheek and growls something that you're too drunk on the pleasure to hear. Then he really is fucking you the way he did Brad.37

You're so glad that Mike's a heavy sleeper because between every one of your moans, every growl of your name from Phoenix, and the way the headboard really is smacking against the wall, generally you're not being very discreet about this affair.38

Phoenix just keeps talking dirty but you can't hear any of it at all. You're lost in the way it feels when Phoenix slams in and his hips hit against you.39

It feels over too quick. Phoenix comes with a dark, low growl, and you come not long after with a long sobbing moan. You collapse down on the bed and Phoenix moves away. You want to sleep, ugh, so badly you want to sleep. He slaps you on the ass - again! - and tells you, 'Wake up, whore. You better get back to your perfect boyfriend and pretend that you've been there all night.'