April 25, 2002- So many days1
.... maybe i'll feel like writing tomorrow2
May 1, 2002- So many days3
Nope, still nothing4
May 17, 2002- So many days5
Today i saw a whore with a cigarette buried between her lips. She took a drag and flicked it off into the world, loved for a moment then tossed aside caked in lipstick just like the whore who lit it.
I picked it up and saved. I'm not ashamed, i love it.6
May 24, 2002- So many days7
The rain has been fairly constant, here in the mountains it has no place to go, so it just haunts the valleys.8
July 4, 2003- So many days9
I saw some children playing with fireworks. They were so happy... I Cried, without the slightest attempt to hide it i cried, and they stared.10
February 20, 2004- So many days11
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I still have the whores cigarette, i don't know why i just thought about it. I lied I do know why, I just took in the sordid scent of an aging mother. She wore the thick perfume of a harlot and had a filthy look about her. Her hair was unkempt, her face had a shimmer of sweat, and the perfume was obviously fighting a losing battle against the wreak of sex.13
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October 19, 2007- So many days15
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I asked my girlfriend why she loved me, and she said because i loved her17
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December 2, 2008- So many days19
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So many days, and all are todays, I thought for sure yesterday would be a tomorrow, but it wasn't, just another today. Perhaps tomorrow will finally be a tomorrow. Maybe then I'll feel like writing, Maybe then the whore will walk away, Maybe then the rain will leave the valley, Maybe the children will become men, and the whore a mother. Maybe just maybe if tomorrow is a tomorrow and not a today I'll be loved not just for my love.21
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December 3, 2008-23
FUCK! ANOTHER TODAY! As if yesterdays todays weren't enough. I just cant do this anymore.24
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