Good Bye

Who the fuck are you to keep messing with my head? Why the hell can't you just leave well enough alone? I am not a fucking TOY! I'm human; I can feel, I can hurt. Are you so fucking insecure that you have to make me feel like shit? I'm just dirt under your boots, a fucking floor mat to you. Grow the fuck up! Emotions are not to be toyed with! Stay out of my head! Just stay the fuck out! I'm not yours anymore...1

You said you loved me, once. Is this how you treat me, after I never gave you reason to hate me? I became a slave to your passion, but no more am I tied to you. Stop meddling, leave me alone; stay out of my head. Nothing is owed; I gave you my love, once, unconditionally. But now...now I see I meant nothing. Just a toy for your lust; for your pleasure. A pretty, fucking little toy.

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  • Cajun.Lullaby
    January 11

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    Wow; as per your comment below I am sorry this happened to you. It feels good, though, to let your emotions run free in your writing. I grew up with an abusive father and oh, the things my journals and poetry were filled with. If nothing more, I'm glad you were able to convey these emotions on paper and I hope the release helped you in some small way.

    God bless.
    ~Rainy


  • Miss Chell
    December 11, 2008

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    Feels good, huh? I'm assuming this wasn't meant to be a story. When you're that upset, it feels so fucking good to get it out through writing. I've been there a million times and it feels so good to write out all your feelings especially writing the things you feel you can't say out loud. Imagine..if everyone in this world were to use this venting process...maybe there wouldn't be so much anger in this world..lol. I'm sorry...not trying to make jokes. I understand your pain and I truly hope everything gets better for you. No one deserves this kind of pain you describe. Good luck to you.


  • Elvenfairy
    December 1, 2008

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    wow, this was quite a rant. Hopefully it is not a true story for you. You certainly displayed plenty of emotion here, you got your point through loud and clear. A very interesting story indeed.


    • Leslie Jo
      December 1, 2008
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      Actually...it did happen to me, just last night. My muse decided to kick in at that moment, and gave me a wonderful little rant to do. Thanks ^^