Blinded by Bloody Tears (Itachi Love Story) ~Akatsuki Party?!~

Recap:You opened your eyes and stared at your darkness. 'What was that dream? Why did that girl, that thing do that?' you felt for the cut along your neck but found nothing. Why were you receiving such strange dreams? You tried to think, you then fewlt the precence of someone beside you. Itachi. He was asleep. You fell asleep once again this time thinking of Itachi.1

You did it. You had actually done it. You had survived a week in the Akatsuki. It seemed pretty impossible to you but you had done it. Your week had mainly consisted of training, eating a little, and being further annoyed by Tobi, which happened alot. Training helped you alot, your ears were much more sensitive to sound. Things had gone back to normal with Itachi. You both went back to basically hating eachother, or... so it seems. Your nights had stayed the same to. The horrible nightmares haunted your thoughts many times in the day and nights that you had been without Oroka. Your dreams lately had been suicidle. In the dreams you always had to watch the copy of yourself commit suicide by a rope or cut wrists ect. and then the same fate would happen to you. Each time you had one of those nightmares they seemed so fresh with horror. You needed to get out of the Akatsuki. You needed to find Oroka, she would be the one to erase these nightmares for you. The only problem was you had to find her.2

You finished your training for that day and walked along one of the hallways. You were exhausted, you wanted to just relax. You made your way into the living area which you had memorized where it was by now. As far as you could tell no one inhabbited the area for the moment. You popped your self down on the torn rugged couch. You were going to relax, or so you thought.
"WHHHHOOOOOHOOOOOOOOO THE LEADER HAS LEFT THE BUIDING!!!" you heard Deidara's voice from down the hallway. His voice was followed by other voices that followed him. You wondered what plans Deidara had in store and baically didnt want to find out. Your wish was turned down when your heard Deidara run into te room. "PARTY PARTY PARTY!!!" his voice echoed through out the room. The room was soon filled with the group of s ranked criminals. "fuck" you muttered to your self as you stood up and tried to sneak your way out of that room. You hoped to get away from there but never the less, you were stopped. A rough hand gripped your shoulder hard. You muttered curses under your breathe but the room was to loud and the man did not hear them. "Where do you think your going?" you recongnized this voice also, it was none other than Kakuzu's. "Uh what does it look like Im doing?" "It looks like your gonna stay and party." he countered back. "Pft, and why would you think that?" he let go of your shoulder. "Obviously I didnt know you to well before but I need you to stay." "And why is that?" you did definitly not want to stay. "Well I sorta bet Deidara that you would stay and party." "he wow were you off" this guy was stupid or braindead. "As I said before I didnt really no you." "Psh, you got that right!" you started to walk away. You put to fingers to your forehead and saluted the man, "See ya!" it was so fun to be a smartass but you were soon grabbed and dragged back into the room You dug your heels into the ground to make it harder but it didnt seem to help. You crossed your arms over your chest and twisted your face into a pout. You were definitly not happy with these results. You were suddenly grabbed and thrown on the couch. You were expecting a fluffy landing but instead got a soft warm landing. It took you a few seconds to realize that you were sitting on someones lap. You heard chuckles around you and then a warm pair of arms wrapped tightly around you. "Look un, its a gift from above!" the voice belonged to the arms. You had landed in Deidaras lap! You pushed his arms away and quickly got out of his lap only to fall on the floor. More laughter was heard from this. You stood up angrily and walked to the other side of the room and sat down in a chair. You crossed your arms and pouted knowing that Kakuzu was probabaly guarding the exits to protect his oh so special bet. You could just puke. The members of the Akatsuki were now either eating, drinking, or playing poker. 'Some party, whoopee!' you thought unenthusiacticly. You wondered if Itachi was there or not.3

Deidara's P.O.V.4

You soon got bored with your game of poker. You looked around the room for something that might amuse you. Your eyes were quickly caught. Rin was sitting on the other side of the room. An I idea quickly popped into our head and an evil grin spread across your face. (ITS NOTHING SEXUAL!!!) You knew that Kakuzu had one your 10 dollar bet, you didnt care, but now was your chance to mess with Rin. You laughed a bit as you whispered your plan to Kisame who was next to you. A grin also spread across his face and he nodded in agreement. You both kept your laughs down as you came to one of the counters. You picked one of the most alcoholic of drinks and mixed it with punch. You looked at your masterpeice, the drink that you had spiked for Rin. This was going to be good. You walked to in with Kisame right after you. "Hi, un" you tried not to laugh. She sighed. "What do you want?" you almost choked on a laugh but quickly gained back your relaxed position. "Well un, I feel bad about you, ya know falling on the floor before and being forced to come to this party and all. So I decided to make it up to you un." you grinned. "I got you a drink un. Please take it in my apology to you." god this was so corny. But it would soon be worth it. "Will it make you leave faster?" she sighed. "If thats what you want. Oh and if you would like for me to get you another, just call un." Rin hestiantly held out a pale hand and you carefully slid the glass into her palm. She held the glass in her lap. "...Well go on un, drink it." "Im not thirsty." God this girl was stubborn! Why couldnt she just be seen and not heard like woman were supposed to be! But n~ooo. You had to get the most smartass girl there was in the Akatsuki. "The sooner you drink it the sooner I leave un." she sighed again. But reluctantly she brought the glass to her pink lips. The liquid swished about in the cup as she took a sip. You sawe the expression change in her face. A grin again split across your face. She brought the liquid back to her lips and drank more. And ater that she drank even more out of the glass. This happened in till she was finished. You took the cup from her shaking hand. "You want more un?" you offered. "yeah ye yea yeah." she said blankly. You took the glass back to the counter and filled it fith another one of your concoctions. You brought it back, again chokin down a laugh, the same thing happened. She drank it and she was soon on her sixth one. By then you were sure she was drunk. Not only a little drunk but very drunk.
"Hey, un." you put a hand on her shoulder. "How ya feeling?" she swayed a bit but then answered back. "teeeheheheheh, No of course I dont want a monkey." You let out a loud laugh that you had held in for a long time. Kisame also let out a a rough laugh. You grabbed Rin by the arm. " Hey un, lets go play a game." you pulled her form her seat but she onlt fell to the ground. You laughed and picked her up bridal style. She muttered things you couldnt understand in a slurred language. You grinned as you carried her. She reached up and grabbed a strand of your blonde hair. She muttered as she played with the strand and then she tried to put it in her mouth. You slapped her hand away from your hair. "No un, thats bad, thats very bad." you scolded her. You were treating her like a baby. This was gonna fun. 5

Itachi's P.O.V.
You sat in your dark room and thought about anything. You thought about your family that you had murdered and the only living member, Sasuke. He would avenge you one day. You wanted him to avenge you. You wanted someone to be powerful enough to beat you. You, who was stronger than even Orochimaru, was to be avenged. Your thoughts were soon switched to Rin. By now she would be sleeping. Was something wrong? Where was she. You hesitantly moved from the room and walked down the long hallway to the living area. You heard some laughter and murmurs. You also heard something that sounded almost like a struggle. What were those idoits doing this time? Or the better question that you quickly corrected yourself with was what was Rin doing now?
You entered the foul smelling room. It smelled of some kind of liqour and mayber even soem smoke. Your facial features were the same as always as you scanned across the room. Everyone stood grinning on one side of the room. To the center of the room was something that deffinitly wasnt expected. There seemed to be white chalk that was drawn in the shape of some kind of circular symbol with a weird looking star in the middle. Hidan was at the edge of the circle with soem candles around him and chanting some kind of prayer with his eyes closed.
"Itachi! IIIIIIEEEEEETTtttttTTTAAAAACHCHHHHHIIIIIIIEEEEEEAAAAA!!! weasel weasel weasel weasel!!!" this language sounded strange. It was slurred but also all to familiar. You turned your glare to the center of the symbolic star thing. In the center Rin was squirming at a laying down position and Deidara was on top of her covering her mouth with a gloved hand, which failed all so horribly. "SHUT UP RIN!!!" he yelled while trying to hold her still. The one thing that was wierd about Rin was that she was actually smiling. Not one of her crazed evil smiles, but a smile that seemed almost happy. It took you a moment to get over the thoughts running through your head that all involved Rin's smile. You finally broke free of those thoughts.
"Deidara..." your voice was soft and quiet but yet it never failed to grab the attention of the other Akatsuki memebers. Everyones heads had turned towards you, including Deidara's which had turned very slowly. Upon his face was a scared look. "....what are you doing?" even Hidan had stopped praying. Deidara didnt even have a chance to smart ass his way out of what ever his plan was before Rin spoke.
"IM GOANNA BE A SACRIFICE!!!" she announced seeming happy about, judging of course by the wide grin that spread across her face. You studied her, she was acting very strange tonight. She suddenly pushed Deidara, who was then glaring at her, off. She got up wobbily and jumped up and down. "IM A FISHY YAH!!! YEAAAAAAAHHHH IM SUSHI, SUSHI USHI SUSHI SUSHI!!! IM SUSHI LIKE KISMAE SUSHI!!!" she flaped her arms like she was a bird, clearly not trying to be a fish. Everyone looked at Kisame who was now hiding himself in the back of the room.
"....What did you do to her?" your voice was low and rough, yet very clear. "Hehhe well you see, we uh sorta gave her a drink..." he trailed off. Your glared narrowed. You deffinitly knew what the word "drink" ment. And when they said "a drink" it really ment several drinks. This would be just perfect. Deidara gulped and made himself scarce as did Kisame before him. You glanced over at the clock. It was very late, and there was no doubt that Rin would have a giant hangover the next day, might as well try to get some sleep so that she wont be as cranky tomorrow.
You walked to Rin as eyes swept over you to see just what you would do to the girl that was now trying to be a tree and swayed rapidly every which way. You stood in front of her and grasped her arm gently in order to make her stop moving. She stopped and her mouth stayed slightly open. "Its time to go now Rin" you told her coldly. "AAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWW but I wanna stay!!!" she crossed her arms and pouted. You narrowed your eyes, there was no way you were putting up with this shit again and argueing with a clearly stubborn girl. You quickly swept her up bridal style. You were expecting a threat or maybe even a hit, but instead you got a song, and to be exact the song was "Pop Goes The Weasel" which was clearly directed at you. What a joyous occasion this was. "POP GOES ITACHI!!!" she sang very out of tune and clapped her hands in a childish figure. She sang this all thge way down the hallway until you reached your room and set her down gently on the bed. "No!!" she got off the bed and shook her head wildly. "I dont want to sleep!" "Why dont you want to sleep?" you asked trying to keep your calm. She shook her head still. "They'll come back." she stopped shaking her head and stood there silently. She was almost like some sort of child, when they didnt get their way they would have a fit. They would also refuse to do things like eat their veggies and go to bed on time. You wittnessed this with Sasuke. "The nightmares..." she sat on the bed. You then realized that you could find out information about Rin that was non existant to you. You could find out what had made her this way, or how should got the doll, you could even find out how she went blind. Leader-sama was strict about Rin. He told all of the members not to ask about her past and to never, NEVER take off her blindfold. What ever the secrets were that held Rin's life together they couldnt be that bad."Rin, how did you go blind?" you asked out of curiosity. Your voice was still kept cold. Her hands were made into tight fists, she shook violently and her teeth grid in her anger. "THOSE BOYS!!! THOSE BOYS!!! IF I COULD KILL THOSE BASTARDS AGAIN I WOULD!! THEY COST ME EVERYTHING!!!" she screamed and shook more than ever. It was several seconds before she stopped and fell over. She fell into a restless sleep. You wondered what she had been talking about. You wanted to find out more but for the time being you only sat next to her. Sometimes you couldnt help yourself and you stroked her cheek gently with your fingers. Each time thoughst screamed in your head to just kill her. One half of you wanted to love her, but the other wanted her dead so that you couldnt love her. You thought about which side to listen to...