Is there some way that the nice guy/gal could win, just once?2
I mean the cocoa puff bird got the cereal once, why can't nice guys/gals finish first once?3
I have seen alot of stuff in my 26 years, but the one thing that I will never understand is why guys never go for the good girl. 4
Guys please open your eyes----She could be sitting right beside you with the stars in her eyes, and you turn away as if she was never really there. Like if she fell off the face of the earth you would not be sad.5
I guess I am just trying to run the race just like everyone else. I just keep tripping on the rocks in my path. I feel like the biggest downfall of being a human is the emotion to love another. I mean loooove another. Not like you love family members, but loooove like if that person called you at 3am because they wanted to talk, eventhough you were sooooooo tired, you would still talk to them. 6
I really think I am going to be the cat lady. I don't really looooove cats so I guess I will get a goldfish. Goldfish would keep me company until it died three days later. I would be too scarred by his death to get another. I guess if I don't want to be alone for the rest of my life I guess I could take my moms advice and go find a "stable guy". Someone that could take care of me and my son. "Hey, maybe you won't love him at first, but you can grow to love him."
Sorry. I pay my own for me and my son--always have and always will. If I wanted to bow out of the race I could have a long time ago, but I chose to go out and experience real love. Someone who really loves you won't make you cry. Wow. To actually have someone look at me the way I look at them would be a shock.7I guess the thing I miss the most about actually not being single is the fact that when I was drunk, or even sober, I could crawl into bed and roll over to see someone looking back at me. Happy that I was home.8
and you can't cuddle with a goldfish....9



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